What I learned from messing it up
 

I've been humbled. I thought I had sobriety. I did for couple years. Then I had a weeks lost. I couldn't remember one day from th next. And I've a large family to take care of. After hiding came clean. I was in closet. Rehab inpatient. So now it's on the table. All eyes on me. Funny enough some people still think u can drink a little. Just 1. Liked that idea! So I tried to drink once a week or once a month. Usually lasted 3 days.its taken 4 years to realize I can't control it. I'm done. Ok. That's it

You are learning and sober, that's what's important.

Welcome back ESD! :-)

good you made it back ESD :)

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Welcome back, my story sounds very similar to yours. Glad to be on this journey with you!

Welcome bk ESD