2016--the year I stay sober
2016--the year I stay sober
I've been to this site off and on for a long time now so people are tired of me posting that I've quit for good--and then backpedaling.
Something happened to me on December 30 that convinced me to never drink again. I'm fully armed with a Big Plan and nothing will dissuade me from sticking to it.
This is far more than a New year's resolution. It's a matter of life or death for me. Drinking and self-loathing have gone hand in hand for me since...well, probably from my 18th birthday onward. The drinking part is "simple"--I just won't do it anymore. I've been seeking professional help for my self-loathing. That's the difficult part for me.
Something happened to me on December 30 that convinced me to never drink again. I'm fully armed with a Big Plan and nothing will dissuade me from sticking to it.
This is far more than a New year's resolution. It's a matter of life or death for me. Drinking and self-loathing have gone hand in hand for me since...well, probably from my 18th birthday onward. The drinking part is "simple"--I just won't do it anymore. I've been seeking professional help for my self-loathing. That's the difficult part for me.
You can have reasons, or you can have results, but you can't have both.
Join Date: Dec 2015
Location: Syracuse, NY
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Are you in on that 24-hour thread? Might be good to make that daily commitment in front of your peers here.
I agree: 2016 is the year this needs to stop, January is the month, and today is the day.
I agree: 2016 is the year this needs to stop, January is the month, and today is the day.
Good job getting professional help. I did that too and it helped big time. Counseling should be on everyone's list I think. Most anyway. Normally there's an underlying reason for addiction.
The psyche is so complex. We're much quicker to see a GP when sick or hurt, but never see a counselor when we're mentally off key.
Happy 2016 to ya!! It's going to be an awesome year!
The psyche is so complex. We're much quicker to see a GP when sick or hurt, but never see a counselor when we're mentally off key.
Happy 2016 to ya!! It's going to be an awesome year!
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