serenitynowplz

I'm so grateful that I haven't had a drink in 18 days. I haven't woken up wondering how angry my husband is, if I embarrassed my kids, if my phone is lost, if I let the dogs in, if I really blacked out, fell off a sailboat at midnight and had to be fished out by EMTs, if I'm in my own bed, if those feet I feel are my husbands, if I wandered to a neighbors house, if I passed out in front of babysitter, if I passed out on toilet and hit my head on tub when I went down, and so many other hideous demoralizing incidents where I put myself in a lethal situation. I'm So GRATEFUL. I hope I never forget the feeling of waking up in the ER, husband so angry he isn't even there. I'm scared to death I will forget. I can't.... ever.

VirginiaWoof

Well done on 18 days. I can relate to all you are saying - different scenarios but same feelings. You are doing brilliantly

FLCamper

All things to put behind you - you don't ever have to wake up with that feeling of dread ever again.

duane1

Great start! It will keep getting better!

emme99

Congrats on 18 days serenitynowplz

SoberLeigh

Eighteen days is great, serenitynowplz.

I love the things for you which you expressed gratitude in your post. they show so much insight.

Sean30

Well done on 18 days! I don't miss that horrible feeling one bit.. Keep strong

Soberwolf

Congratulations Serenity

PurpleKnight

Day 18 is fantastic!! Keep it going!!