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Old 11-16-2015, 07:18 AM
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I'm on day 2 of being clean. At work right now feeling terrible the withdrawal is starting to get extremely bad but I'm still determined to stay off of these devil pills... any support is greatly appreciated and thank u in advance
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Old 11-16-2015, 07:22 AM
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Congrats on making it to day 2. It can't be easy. If you can make it to work, maybe you can get yourself to a Narcotics Anonymous (NA) meeting tonight. Opiates aren't easy. I'd seek all the help I could get.
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Old 11-16-2015, 07:25 AM
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I have been thinking of you today. Stay strong. Remember if you go back to the pills you have to go through this again. A meeting sounds like a good idea.
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:01 AM
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I'm trying to stay strong but all I can think about is pills god I feel horrible. .. help me god give me the strength! !!!
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:10 AM
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I agree with Carl. This is a battle for your life.

((hug)) Hang on, friend.
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:29 AM
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I agree with Mera. You we starting the hump it will pass. Stay strong and you will never have to do this again.

Remember why you came here.
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:29 AM
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I know I'm fighting for my life and not only mine but my wife and my daughters too!! I don't want this anymore I don't want to feel this way anymore I have to win this fight there is no other option!!!!
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:31 AM
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You are right Liberty!!! You are doing this to be the person that YO7 want to be. You can do this.
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:32 AM
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I'm so miserable right now and I can't stop crying
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:35 AM
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Cry it all out and don't hold it back. You will feel better after.
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:37 AM
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Thank u so much for the quick responses it really is helping
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:37 AM
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I'm at work so I can't let it all out unfortunately
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:41 AM
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True... I did read that you were at work Cry when you can because it will release stress. Remember why you came here? This is what you have to go through to make it happen. Push through and you will never have to go through this again. I was a binge drinker and the reason why I decided to quit is because I wasn't being the person I wanted to be. I found this place by accident and quickly made a plan. Do you have one yet?
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:42 AM
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Will they let you go out for a walk? I find that expending some of that nervous energy helps. Run up and down the steps in your building if you have any, brisk walk around the building or neighborhood...your nervous system is screaming and letting off energy helps. Even running in place.

Do you have any sick days?
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:43 AM
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No I don't even know what to plan for....
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:46 AM
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No sick days and I feel so terrible I don't even want to move at all
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Are you eating? Drinking electrolytes? Like coconut water or Gatorade?

It's just going to be rough for a while but you can do it.
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:48 AM
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Come on liberty, pull through. Once that sh*t is out of your system you will have the worst behind you. Taking another pill will only briefly relieve you and will prolong the agony. How much longer until you get off? What is your plan for when you leave work? You have to make a plan now because you know full well you will be thinking of the pills when you return home. Can you go for a run? Maybe run to an NA meeting? Stick close to here. We will talk you through anything but you have to do the heavy lifting here and not take the pills.
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Old 11-16-2015, 09:49 AM
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Love bimi's suggestions. The mind and the body are so connected!!!

A "Plan" is a collection of tools to use when certain situations happen. A craving, or if someone questions your decision to be sober. Stuff to have and be prepared. There's lots of info about it here. I'm not tech savvy but I can ask someone to send you some links. When I came here I had no idea about addiction and I have learned so much. Things like AVRT, urge surfing, kindling, etc.

For example, my plan is simple. I post when I have a craving or if my AV is too loud or simply when I feel like it. I also love to play the tape which means to imagine all of the way through in detail what will happen if you drink all the way till the next morning including the hangover from hell. I also use exercise and walks to help me. It's little things that can go a long way.
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Listen to bimini, get something to drink. A gatorade would be great. But even just wayer if that is all you have access to at work.
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