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Where to begin I write poetry, this really sums me up: I drink wine when I知 happy, I drink wine when I知 sad, I drink wine when I知 crazy, I drink wine when I知 glad, I drink wine when I知 sorry, I drink wine when I知 not, I drink wine when I知 angry, I drink more when I知 not. I drink wine for no reason I drink wine to reason I drink wine to remain I drink wine to escape |
Welcome HolkHam is this a day 1 bud ? |
Its day one again. Trying to find the strength to make this the last day one, |
Hi and welcome, You have to want to be sober more than you want to drink. The euphoria from 2 or 3 or 15 drinks wears off in about an hour or so....than you have the next 23 to 96 or more to regret it... Doesn't make sense...alcohol is poisen. It is the analytical mind vs the animal mind... If you need a dr., see one. Stop being a prisoner to booze. Stop being a drunk today. Be proudly sober. |
Welcome Holkham :) It's never too later to start on Chapter 2 :) Have you tried to stop before? D |
Here's some links to help with building a plan http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ful-links.html You can do this HolkHam |
Thanks for your support, some good ideas and links. |
No problemo |
Welcome holkham. I like your poem, I was in a similar situation before I quit. Basically the only reason I needed to drink was being awake - and I did. There are a ton of resources and people here who understand...stick around an you might learn a thing or two! |
Welcome to the Forum HolkHam!! :wave: |
Great to have you with us, Holkham. You are never alone. |
Night one I spent the whole day yesterday Trying to list the whys To stop the curse of drinking As I approached the night I went to bed sober And so it begins again The voices and the planning That rattle round my brain Can I act myself through this.. As if its no big deal Can I face the emotions That drinking couldn't heal? Today is here it starts again Real feelings, real day, real me Please keep me strong to carry on So I can be set free. |
I hope it's gone well for you today, Holkham. The poem is wonderful. |
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