Voices & Tea
 

So many voices ...i cant get a minute to think by myself
Am i clean if i take the medication that the drs gives me
Am dependent on them i need them to function or ill be insane without them but am already insane so that will not make things better

i took my meds tonight and i feel like there not working too devils around with deformed faces
am drinking tea because i think the tea helps they always tell me to have a mug of tea
Husband needs help but he too busy looking after me
If anything happens it will be my fault
Yes blame me
:yikes:

I'm sorry things are so hard right now DM.
When are you seeing your GP?

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Sounds like you're having a bad time right now, sorry about that. Reminds me of myself when I'm in one of my episodes. Best thing for me is to hit the gym, not drinking alcohol and replacing it with lots of natural fruity tea. Trying to cut out caffeine altogether. Caffeine makes things much worse. Of course that's all easier said than done sometimes, but it helps if I do. I hope you feel better soon 😀

Seeing her next Wednesday i cant get a sooner appointment with her and i don't trust the other drs if i ask For an emergency appointment
they will give me any dr that is available
see my therapist on Thursday but i cant call her i can call the crisis line but they told me to have a mug of tea and then go to bed
Am sorry but i cant sleep because of the voices being so loud
am out of options its late here and buses to the hospital run once an hour so thats out of the question and we dont have a car anymore as we couldnt afford it ...my husband is with me 24/7 he never get a break and he needs help and i dont know what to do
:(

No harm in a cup of tea, I find it quite relaxing in the evenings!! :)

Sorry to hear things are tough at the moment!! :hug:

Hang in there DM & good luck for Wednesday

I'm sorry if I missed a previous post about this DM, but can you get yourself hospitalized for a bit to get your medication straightened out? Instead of going to the doctor, waiting, finding out it needs adjusting, waiting for a new appointment… you can be under care 24/7. This will also give your husband a much needed break.
I am really sorry you are going through this, I know it must be miserable.

I would have to be wanting to kill myself and others before they will do anything they just dont care about my husband there are carers charity's but my husband says he can cope fine without them

I told him am worried about him and he said he will tell me if he wasn't feeling ok my step dad killed himself and hid the fact that he was feeling the way he was feeling i don't want the same happening with my husband


i see my therapist on Thursday i can talk to her about this and i can ask for my husband to come in with me as well
Unsure what she can do about it but i think that will help