I want to drink today
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I want to drink today
I can feel it, my brain is telling me its ok. So I am doing what I am supposed to do and posting here first. Because I think my brain is lying to me. Its not normal to drink from noon til bedtime. Hope you all are having a good day.
Good of you to post before the relapse.
I don't know what is or isn't normal. But it certainly isn't sobriety if that's your goal. And for the alcoholic, it's absolute insanity.
Is there anything going on that might have prompted these thoughts? You've been away from SR for a couple days.
Is there anything going on that might have prompted these thoughts? You've been away from SR for a couple days.
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Hi darling:
What is going to happen if you drink? How are you going to feel? What will it accomplish? Did you read your previous threads? Have you played the tape? I see that you are recognizing your AV. Remember that it is a big liar!!!
This will pass remember that you are not alone and that we are all rooting for you.
What is going to happen if you drink? How are you going to feel? What will it accomplish? Did you read your previous threads? Have you played the tape? I see that you are recognizing your AV. Remember that it is a big liar!!!
This will pass remember that you are not alone and that we are all rooting for you.
Your brain isn't lying, your addiction is. Your brain knows that drinking would be a poor choice. Your brain knows what the consequences will be ( and there would be many ).
And really, your addiction isn't lying as much as just not telling you the whole story. It's only telling you about the "good" feeling that we might get for a fleeting moment when we begin drinking. But it's not telling you about the dark side of what will happen next.
And really, your addiction isn't lying as much as just not telling you the whole story. It's only telling you about the "good" feeling that we might get for a fleeting moment when we begin drinking. But it's not telling you about the dark side of what will happen next.
At times many of us "want" to drink. It's just a thought - hopefully we use the tools laid at our feet to not act on the thought. That is the simple difference between going to be sober or not.
Why don't you join the SR sober football pool, make a few picks and tell me how the Vikings will rebound this week. I have them picked to make playoffs!!
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ecovery-7.html
The point is occupy yourself doing something else other than thinking about drinking.
I may drink tomorrow - probably not - but not today.......Today may be the last day I am ever granted and I choose to live it soberly!
Why don't you join the SR sober football pool, make a few picks and tell me how the Vikings will rebound this week. I have them picked to make playoffs!!
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ecovery-7.html
The point is occupy yourself doing something else other than thinking about drinking.
I may drink tomorrow - probably not - but not today.......Today may be the last day I am ever granted and I choose to live it soberly!
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Good of you to post before the relapse.
I don't know what is or isn't normal. But it certainly isn't sobriety if that's your goal. And for the alcoholic, it's absolute insanity.
Is there anything going on that might have prompted these thoughts? You've been away from SR for a couple days.
I don't know what is or isn't normal. But it certainly isn't sobriety if that's your goal. And for the alcoholic, it's absolute insanity.
Is there anything going on that might have prompted these thoughts? You've been away from SR for a couple days.
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Spent part of the morning with my banker, then went to the shop and inventoried equipment etc...now I'm reading. Keeps my mind busy.
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Hi darling:
What is going to happen if you drink? How are you going to feel? What will it accomplish? Did you read your previous threads? Have you played the tape? I see that you are recognizing your AV. Remember that it is a big liar!!!
This will pass remember that you are not alone and that we are all rooting for you.
What is going to happen if you drink? How are you going to feel? What will it accomplish? Did you read your previous threads? Have you played the tape? I see that you are recognizing your AV. Remember that it is a big liar!!!
This will pass remember that you are not alone and that we are all rooting for you.
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Join Date: Feb 2015
Location: MN
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At times many of us "want" to drink. It's just a thought - hopefully we use the tools laid at our feet to not act on the thought. That is the simple difference between going to be sober or not.
Why don't you join the SR sober football pool, make a few picks and tell me how the Vikings will rebound this week. I have them picked to make playoffs!!
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ecovery-7.html
The point is occupy yourself doing something else other than thinking about drinking.
I may drink tomorrow - probably not - but not today.......Today may be the last day I am ever granted and I choose to live it soberly!
Why don't you join the SR sober football pool, make a few picks and tell me how the Vikings will rebound this week. I have them picked to make playoffs!!
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ecovery-7.html
The point is occupy yourself doing something else other than thinking about drinking.
I may drink tomorrow - probably not - but not today.......Today may be the last day I am ever granted and I choose to live it soberly!
Yeap Jeff, my mind would lie to me all the time, always ask for a second opinion here on SR first!!
But get on over to the NFL Football thread, everyone is welcome!!
We had SoberWolf up and running in no time!!
The jist is the match list is posted every week, 16 games, you just have to pick the 16 winners, highlight them in bold, whoever guesses the most correct picks wins, and we continue onto the next week!!
But get on over to the NFL Football thread, everyone is welcome!!
We had SoberWolf up and running in no time!!
The jist is the match list is posted every week, 16 games, you just have to pick the 16 winners, highlight them in bold, whoever guesses the most correct picks wins, and we continue onto the next week!!
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