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AugustWest11 09-13-2015 01:38 PM
it has been
 
A rough end of week for me. My slip being a minor part as to what has been going on in my head. Today I've removed anyone from my address book that could cause me trouble w\ my goals.

At the same time my best friend that has kept me out of dangerous situations has cut me off for personal reasons. My ex shortened her trip to do personal reasons

My shrink finally got my meds right; so was able to go to my first family reunion in 8 years. Still sat isolated w\ Jerry & the boys jammin', but socialized some. But it's the loss of my best friend that tears me up the most..

She always kept me calm, helped me when needed, & kept me out of trouble. Once again I'm here in Baltihell waiting the riots w\ no friends.

Dennis

My name is August West, and I love my Pearly Baker best more than my wine.
More than my wine - more than my maker, though he's no friend of mine.

MythOfSisyphus 09-13-2015 01:53 PM
Sorry for the bumps, AW. At least there is some good in there, too.:grouphug:

Debbie329 09-13-2015 02:52 PM
Well I'm glad they finally got your melds right that there is going to make a big difference in your entire outlook on life. I've had to do some house cleaning myself.....that's a growth spurt to me......your best friend may come back once she sees that you are on the right path and taking care of yourself..and keeping yourownself of out trouble.

AugustWest11 09-13-2015 03:02 PM
Originally Posted by Debbie329 (Post 5556003)
Well I'm glad they finally got your melds right that there is going to make a big difference in your entire outlook on life. I've had to do some house cleaning myself.....that's a growth spurt to me......your best friend may come back once she sees that you are on the right path and taking care of yourself..and keeping yourownself of out trouble.
Yea I'm hoping Dee just tough knowing I literally have no here to talk to nor the great hugz she gave haha

Dennis

My name is August West, and I love my Pearly Baker best more than my wine.
More than my wine - more than my maker, though he's no friend of mine.

Dee74 09-13-2015 03:48 PM
I'm sorry for the cut off Dennis.

D

AugustWest11 09-13-2015 04:06 PM
Originally Posted by Dee74 (Post 5556081)
I'm sorry for the cut off Dennis.

D
Yea it's harsh when your such an anxiety ridden introvert like me. Reaching out to introduce myself took allot. She was there for my dad's passing as well as helping me w\ doctors appointments & even my ex. So waking up this AM to find out hit me hard. Hell even her hubby ditched me.

Dennis

My name is August West, and I love my Pearly Baker best more than my wine.
More than my wine - more than my maker, though he's no friend of mine.


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