Day 2 - Walking the boys to school...
Day 2 - Walking the boys to school...
Before:
Dreading the 200 metre trek up the road
Sweating, shaking, nauseous, anxious
Paranoid everyone knew how hungover I was
Hoping no-one tried to talk to me
Keeping my head down
If I made eye contact putting a mask on to try and smile
Being desperate to get back home to my sofa and black coffee
Today:
Enjoyed the blue sky and fresh air
Chatted to the boys about their day ahead
Smiled and said hello to fellow Mums
Dropped both boys off with hugs and smiles
Slowly wandered home relishing the difference in myself
Got home to a ginger and lime tea and started ebaying the mound of stuff I have to sell!
Again, it's the small things...
Dreading the 200 metre trek up the road
Sweating, shaking, nauseous, anxious
Paranoid everyone knew how hungover I was
Hoping no-one tried to talk to me
Keeping my head down
If I made eye contact putting a mask on to try and smile
Being desperate to get back home to my sofa and black coffee
Today:
Enjoyed the blue sky and fresh air
Chatted to the boys about their day ahead
Smiled and said hello to fellow Mums
Dropped both boys off with hugs and smiles
Slowly wandered home relishing the difference in myself
Got home to a ginger and lime tea and started ebaying the mound of stuff I have to sell!
Again, it's the small things...
Its nice not being hung over right? I used to kid myself into thinking, that feeling that in the mornings is normal. I tricked myself into thinking everyone else felt like that too. Now when I wake up, its a new me, a different me. Its pretty cool.
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