Generallyspeak

This is a bit odd for me being on a forum, I don't usually partake in these.

However, after battling internally I have decided to completely quit cocaine today for a host of reasons. While I do have a few friends I've told I would like any input/feedback/ stories from others who are in a similar boat.

I wouldn't say I'm an addict in a general sense although I'm sure many would say I am. I use cocaine very frequently as in only Friday and Saturday, but every Friday and Saturday for the most part for a year and a half. I'm sure there are many here who were/are the same way.

I am always surrounded by it. I have very many friend groups and nearly all of them do it. I am not someone who can simply say no and am always dragged into it. It completely changes the way I act, I talk too much, spend too much money, make a fool of myself, spend far too much money, become a pretentious douche. I never even get girls for the most part on it. When I'm sober or tipsy I get with many women no problem.

A few years ago I was cheap shotted and my nose was shattered. I believe the use of cocaine on weekends has started to remove cartilage from my nose, I even have wrinkles in between my eyes now because of the nose being slightly sunk. Given how my nose was repaired I believe the use of blow has consistently eroded the glue and cartilage.

I also want to be healthy. I'm incredibly blessed to have my dream job at a young age (24) and a very awesome family/ friend group. I'm at the age where I want to be mature and go out for a few drinks on Friday without getting smashed and truly experience a Saturday during the day. The constant use has changed my aesthetics, personal life, probably love life (missed opportunity costs!), family life, and work productivity on Mondays.

I know I'm going to be surrounded by it in the future, i know this will be a suggestion by many! But I will honestly have to learn how to be strong and say no. My friends are good enough to keep it away from me. I am usually the one bringing it to the group as well. I know this post may sound repetitive to others or as though I answered everything myself but I'd love any input from anyone.

Thank you.

PurpleKnight

Welcome to the Forum Generallyspeak!!

You'll find loads of support and advice here on SR, great to have you onboard!!

Generallyspeak

Thank you and glad to be here.

saoutchik

Welcome to SR Generally

I have no experience of coke so I can't help specifically but in general it is best to remove yourself from situations where you come into contact with drugs, alcohol etc.

So maybe don't hangout with your friends at the weekend (at least for a while) this would also save you money and keep you away from people who want to take a pop

All the best

Generallyspeak

Definitely true. The thing is is nearly all of my friend groups do it. I honestly know I will encounter it. But I'm thinking for the first few weeks I stick with my buds who don't do it.

Usually once we get to the bar everyone is very secretive about it so I'll have to just stick it out until then which I will be fine.

Thanks for the advice guys. I can think of far too many reasons to quit. I am very serious about this.

Anna

Welcome! I agree that it might be a good idea to stay away from people and places for awhile. Can you come up with some other weekend activities?

Soberwolf

Welcome Generally Speak

Meraviglioso

Hello and welcome. I agree, it sounds like you are going to need to find new weekend activities for a while. Can you just take some time off partying altogether? Why not take a month or so off the club/bar scene for a while and focus on getting yourself healthy in body and mind?