25 months tomorrow
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I hear you, I used to think about drinking as a reward also. I have found that when such thoughts creep up I play the tape in my head, you know the one that says; If I drink tonight, I will loose control at drink number X, then all bets are off. I might not get home without driving drunk and If I get home safe, I will soon begin to feel the hangover creeping in and tomorrow is lost. Tomorrow I feel for sure get the anxiety along with the throwing up or throbbing headache with cold sweats. All my plans for tomorrow will be broken and I have to start over again with day one. Usually after that plays through in my head, I'm glad that I'm not a drinker anymore. Good luck,
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