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Old 08-14-2015, 04:34 PM
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I AM THE DEVIL OR THE DEVIL IS PART OF ME
I CAN FEEL THINGS CRAWLING IN MY MIND
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Old 08-14-2015, 04:40 PM
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Are you a sober devil? Or are you drinking right now?
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Old 08-14-2015, 04:41 PM
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I'm sorry you're feeling miserable, Aum, but I am certain you are not the devil, nor is the devil part of you. We all have a dark side. And, we can't run from that dark side. We need to bring it into the light.
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Old 08-14-2015, 04:43 PM
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Old 08-14-2015, 04:45 PM
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my husband says am ill
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Old 08-14-2015, 04:47 PM
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Yes am a sober devil
OK, good. I'm sure there's an angel inside of you too; you should cultivate that part of your being.
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my husband says am ill
Mentally and/or emotionally? Do you see a therapist or counselor?
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Old 08-14-2015, 04:52 PM
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hi this is Aum s husband, i believe she really isn't well at the moment, mentally , she is going to try rest and take her prn`s (extra meds).

Thankyou for the supportive post back.

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Old 08-14-2015, 04:57 PM
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You gotta get a plan together Aum, going from a bad place to a good place to a bad place, it's not a long term strategy, reaching out to other resources may be a way forward, you deserve to be in a happier place.

Sober is a start, for me that was a great foundation, I then needed to build on that the life I wanted and push on from there, and I know back in June you had many weeks of Sobriety under you belt and are still going strong!!

You can do this!! Hang in there!!

EDIT - Hello Andrew!!
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Old 08-14-2015, 04:58 PM
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You are not the devil Aum

I know you are suffering but I think you are doing really well (6 months sober coming up)

Best wishes to you
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Old 08-14-2015, 05:06 PM
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I hope you can get some kind of urgent professional support Aum.
Noone should have to suffer like this.

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Old 08-14-2015, 05:14 PM
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Thank you for the post Andrew x Aum I hope you feel better in the morning and that those devilish thoughts will have gone x Rest well. Let us know how you are tomorrow x
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Old 08-15-2015, 03:12 AM
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Sorry ...sometimes i cant tell when am ill ...i guess i am ill at the moment
the devil with in is tricky sometimes he wants me to get drunk ... but am not listening
I am staying Sober i can see the devils ...Am i evil ?
more pills for me this morning once my husband is up
i take loads of pills sometimes they help and sometimes they dont
Asked for new pills but they say i have to stick with these ones
Got a group i can go to for people who hear things
not been in a while but i might go the next one is on Wednesday after noon

its sunny now here in Scotland ...need to get my meds need to wake my husband up
get my medication for today
OH i changed my name to Pepsi max
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Old 08-15-2015, 03:17 AM
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Glad you have help on hand and such a supportive husband. I hope the meds help.
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