About to get married to a recovering alcoholic...and scared
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Please go with your gut instincts and postpone the wedding. Only he can commit to really changing and before legally committing yourself, you need to see he can get sober time under his belt.
Living with an active alcoholic will be hell. It will affect every aspect of your life and will steal your happiness. He didn't disclose this to you and now it sounds like he is backing you into a corner. Take a step back and postpone this- you don't deserve it.
Living with an active alcoholic will be hell. It will affect every aspect of your life and will steal your happiness. He didn't disclose this to you and now it sounds like he is backing you into a corner. Take a step back and postpone this- you don't deserve it.
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Join Date: Aug 2015
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So quick update. Our wedding day passed and we didn't get married. He is not ready in any capacity and I don't think he will be for a while. The question now is what does this mean for our relationship. Do I wait it out or move on? Easier said then done.
Sounds like you made the right choice 2261, even though I'm sure it was very difficult. You'll have a lot of talking and thinking to do moving forward as well and you are right it won't be easy. But then again either is being married to an alcoholic, right?
I’ve told him I want to postpone the wedding until we are both in a healthier place cause I feel like I’m going crazy and full of anxiety. That caused him to slip two nights ago. He is not letting go of wedding date and keeps persisting we move forward. Now I’m scared of saying anything because I don’t know what he is going to do. Help!
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Just be be honest and leave, or tell him to leave.. It's certainly a difficult thing to do but he's using you and you are enabing him by "giving in". You've given him months to change and even broke off your engagement/marriage because of his unwillingness to quit drinking. And remember...it his choice to seek help and quit. So quite literally he has chosen that alcohol is more important to him than you are. It's a horrible disease, but you need to take care of yourself now as you cannot change him.
You just have to be ready. Kind of like being "ready" for recovery from alcoholism. Your bf will recovery when he's ready. You'll recover from your addiction (to him) when you are ready. Not before.
Good topic for you to carry over to the Friends and Family forum. They have a lot more experience in extricating oneself out of a relationship with an alcoholic.
Do you live together?
Just be be honest and leave, or tell him to leave.. It's certainly a difficult thing to do but he's using you and you are enabing him by "giving in". You've given him months to change and even broke off your engagement/marriage because of his unwillingness to quit drinking. And remember...it his choice to seek help and quit. So quite literally he has chosen that alcohol is more important to him than you are. It's a horrible disease, but you need to take care of yourself now as you cannot change him.
I don't want to sound harsh, but I'm an alcoholic (a sober one), and we cannot be trusted while we are still drinking. We will lie, sneak around, and lie some more.
I'm with everybody else here: marrying him before he gets totally sober will only bring you misery. I wish you all the best
I'm with everybody else here: marrying him before he gets totally sober will only bring you misery. I wish you all the best
Yeah, I want to know, too, about what you mean about his "not letting you go." If you mean he just begs and pleads and promises, and it wears you down, that's one thing. If you mean he threatens you (physically, emotionally, psychologically, financially), threatens suicide, or does other things to obstruct you from leaving, that's abuse and you need to talk to a professional (an advocate at your local shelter or at the DV National Hotline) about how to leave safely.
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