introducing me..honestly
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introducing me..honestly
I don't know if I've introduced myself yet...so...I drank a box or four bottles of wine sometimes five every night for the past two years before that it was half to two thirds gallon rum...for several years. Took me a while to realize that's crazy and maybe I have a problem. Well now I'm thinking I def do have a problem...husband on his way out the door...hungover but function able everyday. Here I sit almost 3 days sober and I have waves of ickiness and panic and cravings. I'm trying to keep myself really busy. Work..meetings..online meetings..working the steps...I really want this. I guess I come here hoping my story isn't original. That I'm not alone. Ty for listening!
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Thanks for the intro chrisitmac and for sharing your story. You definitely aren't alone and most of us have a similar story to share. Glad to see you are finding lots of ways to get support, the first days of sobriety are very difficult from a physical standpoint. Don't be afraid to seek help ( even medical help ) if you need it. Glad you are here and hope you continue to share and seek support, SR has a lot of it!
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I think everybody's story is original because it's their story but they all have many things in common too. Sounds like you've come to the right place. You are definitely not alone. SR is full of people that been where you are. Congrats on three days!! You should start feeling better soon. You are doing the right thing staying busy. Stay strong. John
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Welcome christimac!!
You have got over a giant hurdle, by realizing that the alcohol is a problem for you.
You are definitely not alone judging by the number of members and guests on this website everyday, lol!
Seriously, you are at the beginning of a life changing journey. You will always find support, answers and encouragement here at SR.
You have got over a giant hurdle, by realizing that the alcohol is a problem for you.
You are definitely not alone judging by the number of members and guests on this website everyday, lol!
Seriously, you are at the beginning of a life changing journey. You will always find support, answers and encouragement here at SR.
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Welcome to SR, christimac. I was never really honest about the extent of my drinking, and the extent of my problem - until I came here to SR. Laying it out, like you have, was one of the biggest factors in my getting sober. That, and the support and helpful advice that I have received from all of the good people here. I wish the same for you.
Best wishes. I hope you will post often and let us know how you are doing.
Best wishes. I hope you will post often and let us know how you are doing.
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I'm one of those that fall into that trap of feeling like I'm unique, that no one drinks like I did. At least when I was actively drinking. The more you fall into that abyss of heavy drinking, the more alone you feel, like no one would ever understand.
That's why boards like this, and support groups, are so valuable. We can see that there are actually many others that drank just like we did. And struggle to quit, just like we do.
That's why boards like this, and support groups, are so valuable. We can see that there are actually many others that drank just like we did. And struggle to quit, just like we do.
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Ty guys!! I definitely fall into the category like well maybe no one drank like I did. Was I really that bad? I really had to stand back and evaluate and that was hard. Physically...just minor tremors but not bad at all...mentally I'm all over the place but really trying to hold it together. Having a supportive husband and a plan has been key. Ill keep posting and let y'all know!
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Originally Posted by christimac 
Ty guys!! I definitely fall into the category like well maybe no one drank like I did. Was I really that bad? I really had to stand back and evaluate and that was hard. Physically...just minor tremors but not bad at all...mentally I'm all over the place but really trying to hold it together. Having a supportive husband and a plan has been key. Ill keep posting and let y'all know!
You are not alone here. 
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