PurpleKnight

For me I started to look at a few things from my past, Sobriety was a learning experience all round.

I think though there's no harm in taking time, we don't have to have everything all sorted out over night or in the space of a few years, if it's not affecting our Sobriety in terms of a trigger to drink then like all things in Sobriety it can be part of our ongoing day by day journey, there's no rush.

NestWasEmpty

Purpleknight, Thanks I do think your right , I wasn't having any issues . Just the normal once in a Blue Moon well maybe try one LOL Even that I can talk myself out of . I'll go slow an easy so I don't upset the strength I have had this long .

Soberwolf

i just want to make it clear i didnt mean forget your past per say theres tons of stuff that needs to change in order to stay sober which im taking you did in the last 2 years

i was initially worried you might be dwelling and thats what i meant about that was then this is now

Im learning to forgive my past & i still have stuff in the trunk im working on

Your doing great Nest

NestWasEmpty

(((((( soberwolf )))))) Your posts help me more than you know Oh ya that Stuff in the trunk , I pull a few things out and toss it . Other days I walk by it with my head up .

NestWasEmpty

OH ... I'm Shaking all over , another flash back after reading a post . tying to calm down by writing this . I hate that DEMON !!!! I wish some laws would get changed and ban that poison , so it won't hurt or kill any more people .
There has to be something more we can do to get it through peoples heads , before it's too late .......

biminiblue

If the posts here are really affecting you, maybe step away for a while.

There is a lot of sadness, anger, and bitterness here, but there is also a lot of triumph of the human spirit.

NestWasEmpty

I just needed to get that off my chest . Maybe I will write in my blog from now on