Celt90

That voice that I hear in my head telling me that I'd be better off dead. Please understand that I don't wana be this way battling with you every single day I just can't seem to pull through it lucky I don't own a gun cos straight up it be me that be on the end of the bullet I started feeling better the last few days but nah youv come back and left my mind in a haze even when I'm feeling good you tell me dat I don't deserve to be feeling that way yeah you always have to have your say eight years of this **** man I'm ****** sick of it I've never been happy without a drink in my hand it gives me peace and makes me feel in command.... what I wrote last night I'm six months in recovery but failing to find hope at the minute..need solution's

ScottFromWI

Welcome to SR celt. I'd consider calling a suicide hotline or local emergency number. There are people, therapies and treatments that can help with what ails you..but you need to be in a safe place first.

Anna

We have good information here, so please take a look:

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ease-read.html

brandie27

My thoughts and prayers are with you, please reach out, there are people who care right now, it's hard to see, but it is true.

PurpleKnight

Welcome to the Forum Celt!!

Celt90

Thanks for the replys I am better tonight just still suffer with bad mood swings and am struggling to find a balance in my life..meditation and writing help me but it never lasts too long..hope ye are all doing well in your recovery

Dee74

There's always someone here to listen Celt

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thomas11

Hi Celt, do you have any family or friends that you can talk to that know about how you are feeling?

Soberwolf

Nice to meet you Celt if you ever want to talk you can always send a msg