Saddened, angered, understanding
 

It seems do to my "basketcase" ways; my next year of life has been set for me. I'm stuck here in Baltihell for at least the next 14moths.

For this I am angered; yes & saddened. I actually have a chance to get the he11 out of here & back where I belong. The decision was made @ the funeral home, where I wasn't present for obvious reasons.

But their is a full understanding behind it. Mom's lease is signed, not that on my meds I'm an a** to be reckoned w\ in situations like this & could get her out of it in a heart beat. But things have to be done here & I don't just wanna stick my brothers w\ it. Not to mention my medical has finally started moving forward.

Neurologist, psychiatrist next week; then pain specialist, I finally got all my medical records here, so I am on the ball now.

So saying bye to dad as well an influential part of my life; the grateful dead

"Listen to the river sing sweet songs to ROCK my soul !!!!"

My name is August West, and I love my Pearly Baker best more than my wine.
More than my wine - more than my maker, though he's no friend of mine.

It takes a lot of character to think of others, stand firm and pull your weight Dennis.

D

Ohhhh Dee, not sure it came of right. I would have suggested it in a heartbeat. Maybe it's more of an embarrassment I couldn't be there to decide.

But as sad as some may laugh, saying bye to the grateful dead have been hard as well as my dad.

Dennis

My name is August West, and I love my Pearly Baker best more than my wine.
More than my wine - more than my maker, though he's no friend of mine.

Good thing about saying bye to the Dead is you'll always have the recordings to listen to. Those aren't going anywhere.

Sorry again about your dad's death. I wouldn't view the 14 months in Baltimore as a sentence but more as an opportunity to help your mom while also being in a stable spot to work on yourself for an extended period of time.

Praying for you as I head to bed, Dennis...

My thoughts are with you Dennis!! Hang in there!!

You will come out the other side stronger in 14 months, that's my guess.:scoregood

They broke out the Lost Sailor, I take that as as sign !! Heehee Thanx MoS...

Dennis

"Some days the gales are howling
Some days the sea is still as glass
Ooh reef the mainsail
Ooh lash the mast
You're lost sailor
You've been too long at sea

Now the shore-lights beckon
Yeah there's a price for being free"

My name is August West, and I love my Pearly Baker best more than my wine.
More than my wine - more than my maker, though he's no friend of mine.

(((Dennis)))

i hope this upcoming 14 months brings breakthroughs that you couldn't even imagine.

The next 2 weeks are 2 key doc appointments; so that will show allo .. Thanx ..

Dennis

My name is August West, and I love my Pearly Baker best more than my wine.
More than my wine - more than my maker, though he's no friend of mine.

Hope all your Dr Apts go well Dennis

Thanx. I'm actually more nervous of the neurologist then the shrink haha Partly because of my preconceived notions; but Partly do to my ignorance of wtf neurologist do haha

Dennis

My name is August West, and I love my Pearly Baker best more than my wine.
More than my wine - more than my maker, though he's no friend of mine.

(((Dennis ))) stay strong ,thinking of you.

Being strong as can be jammin' ....
Dennis

My name is August West, and I love my Pearly Baker best more than my wine.
More than my wine - more than my maker, though he's no friend of mine.