All in All
 

It was a great day !! Yea I broke down & took the meds; but seeing dad smile & talking to me cause I wasn't anxiously pacing waiting to leave was well worth it. Even watched the baseball game w\ him & my brother; knowing I can't stand baseball LoL ...

Ironically craved the whole f'in time too haha .. My first thought when we left is how can I ditch my brother to get "a" beer ... Yes the beat down from him scares me that much. I jokingly say beat down, it would more be like a heavy guilt trip. We've only caught once I was 19 he 16 & I was drunk as hell going out to pick up beer & a qp of pot LoL needless to say I didn't make it far .....

Dennis

It's brother to brother and it's man to man
And it's face to face and it's hand to hand...
We shadowdance the silent war within.
The shadowdance, it never ends...
Never ends, never ends.
Shadowboxing the Apocalypse, yet again...
Yet again.
Shadowboxing the Apocalypse,
And wandering the land.

My name is August West, and I love my Pearly Baker best more than my wine.
More than my wine - more than my maker, though he's no friend of mine.

Glad you had a good day Dennis.

D

Congrats Dennis

Thanx guys. The meds really did make the difference. I'm still not thrilled about that an are treating them like I did the pain killers; a last resort thing.

My doctor said b\c of their nature that is the perfect way to use them. When I finally see the neurologist & shrink I'll have more options & views to help make things easier to decide on.

Dennis

My name is August West, and I love my Pearly Baker best more than my wine.
More than my wine - more than my maker, though he's no friend of mine.

Great job on pushing through Dennis!! :)