matilda123

Hi everyone,

I've been somewhat quiet of late, but feel that I really need to say out loud, to you (and more importantly to myself) that I'm really struggling lately. A combination of health, work and relationship challenges have me making some bad decisions. I see the danger signs here, and need to recommit to better self care and more participation on this site. So, will be seeing more of you, I think

IfYouCanDream

I'm sorry you're struggling. Life has its ups and down, in recovery we learn to deal with both sober.
It seems harder than the alternative, but it's the only right way to live life.
Sending positive thoughts your way Matilda. Stay tough.

HeadLump

You're definitely doing the right thing by saying it out loud and posting about it. We're all here to root for you!

Ruby2

Hi Matilda. I'm sorry you are struggling but I have one thing to say So, will be seeing more of you, I think Don't think - do!!!! Whenever things are not going well for me and I just want to hide in a hole somewhere, I make myself do what I don't want to do, which is reach out for support.

We are here. I'm glad you are too.

Anna

Matilda, good for you for recognizing that you need a bit more support.

Try to keep your focus on your recovery.

Soberwolf

Good to hear your recognising the signs Matilda

Soberpotamus

Matilda, typing it out can really help Lots of people here ready to listen and support. Glad you spoke up about it.

SoberLeigh

Sorry to hear that you are struggling but very glad that you came here to talk about it, matilda, and to seek support.

Dee74

Check in here as much as you need to Matilda

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strategery

It's great that you're here reaching out since that is a massive step with staying sober when you're struggling.
I agree with Ruby that if you're struggling, you need to make sure you make that commitment to being here.

matilda123

Absolutely right, Ruby! I am an isolator when things get tough--it is a pattern that puts my sobriety in danger and I need to act on. Leaving work early to stop for icecreAm. Thank you, all, for the support and encouragement: I reAlly needed it.