I have had a terrible day.
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I have had a terrible day.
My money and security is a mess.
I almost choked to death tonight while my family did not help me. No kidding. I thought I was going to die. I pissed myself. I couldn't get the chunk of meat out of my throat. I kept trying to vomit it out over around 20 min. I could breathe but barely talk. It came out over three vomiting sessions, fingers down my throat, terrified, pissing myself, distressed, panicking, think this is IT I'm DYING. When I first started choking I came upstairs and told my bf and sons that I was choking. At first they took me seriously. After I had gotten some of it up they just carried on playing video games. I was still not ok.
I have never in my life told anyone to call 911 for me because I was in distress. How dare they? There are no words that I would like to use.
I had a huge fight with my boyfriend because he stood by while I was in distress. My feelings are hurt big time.
I am frightened.
I could of died.
All on top of a day fighting about old news with government assholes.
It has all combined into a terrible day. I never fight with my boyfriend like this. But I have never felt like I was going to choke to death while he played on!
How do I come back from that and forgive him?
I almost choked to death tonight while my family did not help me. No kidding. I thought I was going to die. I pissed myself. I couldn't get the chunk of meat out of my throat. I kept trying to vomit it out over around 20 min. I could breathe but barely talk. It came out over three vomiting sessions, fingers down my throat, terrified, pissing myself, distressed, panicking, think this is IT I'm DYING. When I first started choking I came upstairs and told my bf and sons that I was choking. At first they took me seriously. After I had gotten some of it up they just carried on playing video games. I was still not ok.
I have never in my life told anyone to call 911 for me because I was in distress. How dare they? There are no words that I would like to use.
I had a huge fight with my boyfriend because he stood by while I was in distress. My feelings are hurt big time.
I am frightened.
I could of died.
All on top of a day fighting about old news with government assholes.
It has all combined into a terrible day. I never fight with my boyfriend like this. But I have never felt like I was going to choke to death while he played on!
How do I come back from that and forgive him?
I have choked on food before and it is really frightening. I'm glad you are okay.
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