Wanted to thank you guys! I hope my small step becomes a giant leap.
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Wanted to thank you guys! I hope my small step becomes a giant leap.
For me, speaking honestly about my drinking and drugging with you guys, and having you guys point out my stupidities has been huge.
I've really gained new perspective.
I've realized that I've been an over the top binge drinker for the last 5 years for the same reason I was an over the top pothead for 10 years prior to that:
I'm a little crazy (and I mean that affectionately).
I don't see/hear things, I'm not depressed, I'm never anxious in public, I'm not the kind of crazy that is obvious, and so no one has ever called me crazy, but something has been off with me my entire adult life (and probably before).
I've always quietly enjoyed looking at others and judging them on their flaws (not proud of that), but I never really took a look at myself before now.
It remains to be seen, but I hope and believe that really knowing myself is the last major obstacle between me and finally "growing up" like a "normal person".
Thanks again, guys.
I've really gained new perspective.
I've realized that I've been an over the top binge drinker for the last 5 years for the same reason I was an over the top pothead for 10 years prior to that:
I'm a little crazy (and I mean that affectionately).
I don't see/hear things, I'm not depressed, I'm never anxious in public, I'm not the kind of crazy that is obvious, and so no one has ever called me crazy, but something has been off with me my entire adult life (and probably before).
I've always quietly enjoyed looking at others and judging them on their flaws (not proud of that), but I never really took a look at myself before now.
It remains to be seen, but I hope and believe that really knowing myself is the last major obstacle between me and finally "growing up" like a "normal person".
Thanks again, guys.
I've always quietly enjoyed looking at others and judging them on their flaws (not proud of that), but I never really took a look at myself before now.
It remains to be seen, but I hope and believe that really knowing myself is the last major obstacle between me and finally "growing up" like a "normal person".
Thanks again, guys.
It remains to be seen, but I hope and believe that really knowing myself is the last major obstacle between me and finally "growing up" like a "normal person".
Thanks again, guys.
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For me, speaking honestly about my drinking and drugging with you guys, and having you guys point out my stupidities has been huge.
I've really gained new perspective.
I've realized that I've been an over the top binge drinker for the last 5 years for the same reason I was an over the top pothead for 10 years prior to that:
I'm a little crazy (and I mean that affectionately).
I don't see/hear things, I'm not depressed, I'm never anxious in public, I'm not the kind of crazy that is obvious, and so no one has ever called me crazy, but something has been off with me my entire adult life (and probably before).
I've always quietly enjoyed looking at others and judging them on their flaws (not proud of that), but I never really took a look at myself before now.
It remains to be seen, but I hope and believe that really knowing myself is the last major obstacle between me and finally "growing up" like a "normal person".
Thanks again, guys.
I've really gained new perspective.
I've realized that I've been an over the top binge drinker for the last 5 years for the same reason I was an over the top pothead for 10 years prior to that:
I'm a little crazy (and I mean that affectionately).
I don't see/hear things, I'm not depressed, I'm never anxious in public, I'm not the kind of crazy that is obvious, and so no one has ever called me crazy, but something has been off with me my entire adult life (and probably before).
I've always quietly enjoyed looking at others and judging them on their flaws (not proud of that), but I never really took a look at myself before now.
It remains to be seen, but I hope and believe that really knowing myself is the last major obstacle between me and finally "growing up" like a "normal person".
Thanks again, guys.
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You said a mouthful there Ryan C. I came from a highly critical and judgemental origin and like a good girl, became highly critical and judgemental myself. I was critical of others and even harder on myself. I'm on the backside of my 40's and have only just figured out I have no clue who I am or what I like to do (drinking and judging others kill a lot of time).
We judge/criticize ourselves, we judge/criticize others. We understand and respect ourselves, we understand and respect others.
We judge/criticize ourselves, we judge/criticize others. We understand and respect ourselves, we understand and respect others.
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