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So sorry I'm over posting today. I'm trying to get my head back in the game. I went to my daughter's field day Monday morning. I thoroughly enjoyed it. Last year I sat there in the hot sun, sweating alcohol with a headache I thought would kill me. I remember being paranoid everyone was looking at me. I couldn't wait for it to be over so I could go home and go back to bed. I am so glad I was able to enjoy it this year. I am grateful. It was an awesome day.

Jennifer

:)

I can really relate to your post Jennifer. I've had similar moments where I realize just how grateful I am to be sober and truly present, enjoying the moments with my kids. I'm really happy for you!

Those are awesome days and I can relate. It's being able to do the simple day to day things without dread. I had a simple aha moment when I attended a parade for my

For my son's baseball little league and most of the moms were wearing sunglasses on a cloudy morning complaining of the ill effects after they had attended an alcohol soaked fundraiser the night before. But I was clear headed and present to enjoy the day.

I have my friends who will not allow me to drink, I have AA...unfortunately I can't make a meeting until tomorrow...but I have a phone and WILL be calling another person in recovery today. I'm glad I recognized how bad that dream freaked me out. Sometimes a little acknowledgement goes a long way.
!!of course I have SR too!!

Jennifer

I meant you. I'm glad you recognized how bad that dream freaked me out.

Jennifer

So nice to read CG congrats

Fantastic Jen!! :You_Rock_

I meant that post for your other thread. I moved it :)
I'm glad you're sticking to the plan though :)

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I know but I already answered it and don't have the skills to move the answer, lol.

Jennifer