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Old 04-26-2015, 08:34 AM
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Hey there. I have this for today.
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Old 04-26-2015, 10:02 AM
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Its a cold and its a broken hallelujah.
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Love it Haennie. Amen to that my sister.
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Old 04-26-2015, 01:04 PM
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I did it.

I got in the car, drove to the store, and shopped the aisles like regular human being going about their regular human being life !!!!!

This and the alcoholism has held me back for too long.

And they are tied together.

The alcoholism caused anxiety, which inhibited my freedom. The lack of freedom drove me back to the bottle. Which led back to anxiety. Which closed my world in further and further. Until it was a tiny fraction of what it could be.

It's time.
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Old 04-26-2015, 01:06 PM
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You'll get used to it.

And then, sometimes you'll stop in your tracks, and say to yourself, am I actually doing this? Has my life changed that much?

And then gratitude.
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Old 04-26-2015, 02:19 PM
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Old 04-29-2015, 04:48 AM
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I absolutely love your avatar. The Fibonacci Spiral Golden Ratio is one of my favorite sacred geometry patterns.

Yes, I spend as much time as humanly possible "out there".
Thanks alpha! I love the ratio too -- love seeing it everywhere. It gives me hope, in a way. The universe tuning itself.
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