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chordcowboy 04-18-2015 12:53 AM

back here again - in more ways than one!
 
Hello all

well it is good to be back on SR though sadly it is largely because I caved in! The story will be so familiar to you that it is kind of embarrassing to relate.

Anyway, I got to a month with no problem, negotiating several challenges along the way. In my own mind I am aware that I was thinking, 'I'll do a month and then see how it goes.' So I did and month to the day, then I drank a few beers with old pals. There was no inner turmoil, no wrangle - I just sort of did it.

Well, 5 days later I did it again and bigger and this time this time had the hangover to show for it too! I didn't even enjoy the drinking this time.

So, I am now on day 3 again and what have i learnt?

- I prefer sober to drinking in every way
- I should have stayed on SR! LOL!
- My plan was more hole than plan - needs a lot of work
- Don't plan for a month - plan for a life

So hello again. I feel I have let you all down a bit if I am honest. Anyway, here we go again....day 2

All the best

CC

Soberwolf 04-18-2015 01:06 AM

Welcome back congrats on day 3 CC

JaneLane 04-18-2015 01:10 AM

Welcome back!

I've had a lot of day ones and identifying where you went wrong is good, especially since you're back here :-)

Don't be too hard on yourself and stick around

Dee74 04-18-2015 01:18 AM

welcome back ChordCowboy :)

chordcowboy 04-18-2015 02:13 AM

thanks folks. I am taking a lot of positives from the month I did and the fact that I have got back on the horse pretty quickly. Still feel a bit silly though!
Anyway, onward and upward. Going to do some more work on that plan!

CC

chordcowboy 04-18-2015 02:16 AM

just realized my first post had a typo - it is day 2 for me today.
CC

Crasfd 04-18-2015 02:19 AM

Good luck CC

carlingford 04-18-2015 02:50 AM

Well done CC for getting back on the wagon so quickly, the same thing happened me last month, went for a few one weekend no problems then the following weekend I let rip, felt a bit of a **** and stayed away from SR as was so embarrassed with myself back on day 37 (I was on 80 and thought I have this beat) silly me, here for the long haul now and recovering from PAWS in a terrible way. Well done again on day 2, I found I learned from my short relapse,, not to let it happen again, just not worth the pain. Keep it up CC and let us know how you getting on :)

PurpleKnight 04-18-2015 06:29 AM

Welcome back CC!! Great job on Day 3!! Keep it going!! :scoregood


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