Feeling hopeless Hi i am a cocaine addict for over 20 years now i at the point i hate myself for it. I been in 3 rehabs at different times and only manage 1 year not using but constanly thinking about it. I CAN'T stop myself from using and feel helpless. I always say last time or i won.t but then puff i am using. I have no interest in life at the moment. I really really want stop i am tired. |
Hi shedjoy :) cocaine is something I never tried but you'll find a lot of support and understand from folks here, regardless of their drug of choice :) Why do you feel you can't stop yourself from using? how did you manage in that year clean? D |
Welcome to the family! :) It may seem hopeless right now, but you can overcome this addiction and live a clean and happy life. I hope the awesome support here can help you get clean for good. :) |
Originally Posted by shedjoy
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Hi i am a cocaine addict for over 20 years now i at the point i hate myself for it. I've spent more than a few nights carving up my life on a motel mirror with a debit card. :) |
Welcome Shedjoy |
Welcome:-). Where's there's life, there IS hope! |
Posting here is proof of hope. Some part of your brain believes there is an answer to be found. :) Change is possible, therefore hope is reasonable. What are you willing to do to change? |
Welcome to the Forum Shedjoy!! :wave: |
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