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Old 03-31-2015, 03:39 PM
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Sorry to hear that. What's done is done. You should be very proud of the 2 years that you had. It can be done again. Wishing you the best. Keep us posted.
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Old 03-31-2015, 03:49 PM
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Just offering some words of support- any effort is a good effort. Keep trying and use what you learned in those 2 years. Stop the negative self-talk. That stuff gets us nowhere fast.

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Old 03-31-2015, 07:44 PM
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Please do check in and let us know how you are doing okay?
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Old 03-31-2015, 09:13 PM
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Sorry to hear you feel so terrible. You sound quite depressed. I hope you may let us know how you are doing. Please try and be kind to yourself.
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Old 03-31-2015, 09:31 PM
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2 years all gone, 3 week binge and 72 hours sober. Big deal!! I'm a total **** up. No one knows yet, and it doesn't matter. I know and I am a complete waste of space in this world. My kids don't deserve this!!
Charliee!!!!

Stop! 2 years is HUGE and look at what you gained from it. Dont count days just keep moving, the train doesn't stop...
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Old 03-31-2015, 09:34 PM
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If this were your kids talking you would forgive them. you have to forgive yourself. be as judgemental towards yourself as you would towards the person you love most in the world. without kindness and patience directed inwards how can you ever heal?
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Old 04-01-2015, 10:04 PM
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I wish to fall asleep tonight and to never ever awaken!
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Old 04-01-2015, 10:09 PM
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It could happn and every one would be so much better off
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Old 04-01-2015, 10:14 PM
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I really hope you'll get some help Charliee. Your family loves you and wants you to be well.

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Old 04-01-2015, 10:19 PM
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They would ponder a few moments and then be glad the grief is finally over
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Old 04-01-2015, 10:33 PM
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are you still drinking or have you stopped Charliee?

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Old 04-02-2015, 12:05 AM
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Originally Posted by Charliee View Post
It could happn and every one would be so much better off
where do you get this stuff from?

They would ponder a few moments and then be glad the grief is finally over
With all due respect, Charliee this is absolute dribble.

Have you you got someone there with you?
Is that a picture of you in your avatar? If it is you, you have a lovely face.

Are you drinking? Alcohol is a major depressive and affects our brain chemistry negatively.
I really hope you are okay.
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Old 04-02-2015, 10:02 AM
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Yes, it's me recently, and dribble is how feel. So
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Old 04-02-2015, 10:09 AM
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Please dump the booze Charliee. Alcohol is a depressant and you are already feeling down so drinking will make you feel only worst.
Why don't you get some rest and make tomorrow your day 1?
If I remember well, you were in AA. Why don't you call one of the women from your Home Group, tell her you are in trouble and ask her if she could take you to a meeting later?
You had two years so it s not like you are unable to achieve sobriety. You just need to pull the breaks on that relapse before it gets really ugly.
Don't give up on yourself

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Old 04-02-2015, 08:10 PM
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Just checking in to see how you are today!
You look lovely, I am sorry you feel like dribble, I know how that feels. You know the way to feel better. It takes a few days just hang in there and it is a lot better than feeling awful.
How are you today? Have you stopped drinking?
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Old 04-03-2015, 10:46 PM
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Yes I have, just still depressed
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Old 04-03-2015, 10:58 PM
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No matter what your kids need and deserve you. You ARE NOT worthless. I relapsed after my 9 months recently. Don't give up. You can get another two years. that is a big achievement. Relapse is part of the disease. If you weren't in danger of drinking you wouldn't be here, don't let one action define you. To make bad choices is human. I am proud of you that you came here and admitted it. I know about wallowing in our mistakes. Please make a gratitude list and see all you have to keep going and get back on track. With love JohnQPublic
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Old 04-03-2015, 11:10 PM
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Dust off and move forward. The past is gone! Your back and trying again which is what our kids deserve. You can do this!
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Old 04-04-2015, 07:36 AM
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I'm sending you good wishes--you have been a great source
of positive inspiration for me the past few years.

You can do this. Glad you have stopped drinking.
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Old 04-04-2015, 08:31 AM
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I hope you get back on track, you have kids to enjoy being with. We are all here for you.
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