15 days
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15 days
This is a major achievement for me.. Some gasping moments when I thought I would die for a drink, but the horror of my last hangover and the stubbornness of my. Irish heritage is pulling me through
Together with AA.. I'm trying to trust in a higher power and let go, let go, let go.. Sometimes I think my head is going to explode with the stress and fear of my everyday life, but I've had some days recently which have been almost, almost calm..
I've been thinking and feeling that maybe I don't have to react to things in my usual internalized panic!
Maybe maybe things can be ok if I step out from directing the film?
My dad died 2 years ago yesterday in a difficult way, and my mum is sick. Id like to stay sober to handle all this.
Thanks to all on SR who post and advise. Thankyou
Together with AA.. I'm trying to trust in a higher power and let go, let go, let go.. Sometimes I think my head is going to explode with the stress and fear of my everyday life, but I've had some days recently which have been almost, almost calm..
I've been thinking and feeling that maybe I don't have to react to things in my usual internalized panic!
Maybe maybe things can be ok if I step out from directing the film?
My dad died 2 years ago yesterday in a difficult way, and my mum is sick. Id like to stay sober to handle all this.
Thanks to all on SR who post and advise. Thankyou
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Join Date: Oct 2012
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Sorry about your dad, Jimi. My dad died a few years ago and his birthday would have been about a week and a half ago. Many memories. The big thing now is that you're doing well and staying sober! It all starts with that.
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day 15 
keep on goin Jimdi .
As time goes on dealing with all the things that life throws at me good and bad has got easier and i'm better practised at it .
I also notice things with sobriety that i used to take on when drinking that are not my problem and can avoid them now.
Bestwishes , m
keep on goin Jimdi .
As time goes on dealing with all the things that life throws at me good and bad has got easier and i'm better practised at it .
I also notice things with sobriety that i used to take on when drinking that are not my problem and can avoid them now.
Bestwishes , m
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