Dumped all of it down the drain....
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Dumped all of it down the drain....
For about the fifteenth time in the last six months.
I have been kidding myself thinking I could drink in moderation, though, and am finally coming around to the idea of complete abstinence.
Any tips? About Day 3 is when I get really anxious and feel really crappy - any tips on how to get through it?
I'm a little scared, actually.
I have been kidding myself thinking I could drink in moderation, though, and am finally coming around to the idea of complete abstinence.
Any tips? About Day 3 is when I get really anxious and feel really crappy - any tips on how to get through it?
I'm a little scared, actually.
Good decision!
Day 3 is often a tough one, it was for me. What worked for me was making a plan to busy at the time of day when I would have been drinking (right after supper for me). So, I left the house and walked, a lot. It really helped to break the pattern and get through those early days. And, all these years later, I'm still walking.
Day 3 is often a tough one, it was for me. What worked for me was making a plan to busy at the time of day when I would have been drinking (right after supper for me). So, I left the house and walked, a lot. It really helped to break the pattern and get through those early days. And, all these years later, I'm still walking.
Nice work on dumping it out. As far as tips, there are a lot of things you could try. Initially, if you think physical withdrawals will be a problem seeing a doctor would be a good idea. Be very honest about your drinking past and your plan to quit, they can assess your potential for severe WD's and proceed accordingly. Unfortuantely, it's going to suck for a few days or so, there's really no way around the initial bad part of withdrawal.
Beyond the physical, what have you tried in the past to take care of the mental/spiritual side of things? There is always AA of course, which can be helpful even if you don't plan on being a long time AA person - the camaraderie of being physically among others with the same problems and goals can be very helpful. Joining a daily/monthly thread here can provide an online equivalent...bonding with a similar group of people that are going through the same thing as you are at the same time.
Beyond the physical, what have you tried in the past to take care of the mental/spiritual side of things? There is always AA of course, which can be helpful even if you don't plan on being a long time AA person - the camaraderie of being physically among others with the same problems and goals can be very helpful. Joining a daily/monthly thread here can provide an online equivalent...bonding with a similar group of people that are going through the same thing as you are at the same time.
Don't just come around to the idea of abstinence, embrace it. Totally. Make a vow to never drink. That way, when you start feeling anxious and knowing a drink will make you feel better, you can tell yourself, "Sorry, drinking is not an option. I don't drink any more."
Ditto what Carl said. Someone once commented "even if your pants are on fire, don't drink." That third day anxiety was painful to me but I shoved through it. Picking up a drink to make the pain go away was something I did too often and it only stretched things out, prolonging the inevitable. Make it now. Make it through, and days four, five and six will only be better.
Start saying to yourself . *I Will not drink TODAY and nothing will make me change that decision*
Funny but when i started saying this to myself every morning...The sober days started to pile up again.
Excellent work on getting rid of the poison...I remember those days all too well.
Funny but when i started saying this to myself every morning...The sober days started to pile up again.
Excellent work on getting rid of the poison...I remember those days all too well.
For about the fifteenth time in the last six months.
I have been kidding myself thinking I could drink in moderation, though, and am finally coming around to the idea of complete abstinence.
Any tips? About Day 3 is when I get really anxious and feel really crappy - any tips on how to get through it?
I'm a little scared, actually.
I have been kidding myself thinking I could drink in moderation, though, and am finally coming around to the idea of complete abstinence.
Any tips? About Day 3 is when I get really anxious and feel really crappy - any tips on how to get through it?
I'm a little scared, actually.
I sat down and started a journal and wrote down some of the things I wanted to bring back into my life now that I was going to have so much more time.
And you will. You won't believe how much time drinking took up in your life.
For me, I started playing guitar again after 30 years away, cooked and ate excellent quality whole foods to rebuild my body, took walks in nature, joined a gym and replaced drinking flab with muscle, took a yoga class, checked out cool novels from the library to read when I couldn't sleep, spent extra quality time with my old dogs grooming them, petting them, and sitting in the sunshine, lots of hot showers with money spent on a bar or two of quality triple French-milled scented soap, started blending herbal teas and drinking them hot and cold, made home made fresh pickles from various veggies, herbs, and vinegar, planted a garden, listened to good music, got a cheap above ground pool and floated in it, took some extension classes at the local university, fed the birds, watched the birds eating, explored nature parks nearby, went swimming at the lake, and so on. . .
you get the picture--you truly can build the life you want with all the time you used to squander getting drunk and recovering from getting drunk and thinking about getting drunk and feeling bad about what you did (that you can remember anyway) when you were actually drunk
Life is a gift and you are worthy of it and deserve to enjoy it to the fullest.
So get a beautiful journal and start listing what dreams first. . .
And you will. You won't believe how much time drinking took up in your life.
For me, I started playing guitar again after 30 years away, cooked and ate excellent quality whole foods to rebuild my body, took walks in nature, joined a gym and replaced drinking flab with muscle, took a yoga class, checked out cool novels from the library to read when I couldn't sleep, spent extra quality time with my old dogs grooming them, petting them, and sitting in the sunshine, lots of hot showers with money spent on a bar or two of quality triple French-milled scented soap, started blending herbal teas and drinking them hot and cold, made home made fresh pickles from various veggies, herbs, and vinegar, planted a garden, listened to good music, got a cheap above ground pool and floated in it, took some extension classes at the local university, fed the birds, watched the birds eating, explored nature parks nearby, went swimming at the lake, and so on. . .
you get the picture--you truly can build the life you want with all the time you used to squander getting drunk and recovering from getting drunk and thinking about getting drunk and feeling bad about what you did (that you can remember anyway) when you were actually drunk
Life is a gift and you are worthy of it and deserve to enjoy it to the fullest.
So get a beautiful journal and start listing what dreams first. . .
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Hi usedtobepretty, I don't know that there is necessarily an easy way to get through the withdrawals, but you only HAVE to do it once. If you break, as someone else said, it prolongs the inevitable. Get it over with and get on with the rest of your life. I had a friend come over last weekend that I don't see that often and I knew he wanted to have a few drinks. And we did. But in the morning I threw the bottle half full in the trash. I'm a weekender trying to quit that crap. You can do it.
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Ruby, these words hit home, because you nailed it, that's why I drink.... to make the pain go away. So, when that hour creeps up, when you would normally would drink, what did you do? Some have suggested reading, finding a hobby, walking, whatever, but it simply doesn't take the pain away, like alcohol did. I am doing ok, drinking way less, but there are still days when I just have nothing left in my "to do list" that can take my mind off the pain. Any suggestions are so very welcomed
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I started playing guitar again after 30 years away, cooked and ate excellent quality whole foods to rebuild my body, took walks in nature, joined a gym and replaced drinking flab with muscle, took a yoga class, checked out cool novels from the library to read when I couldn't sleep, spent extra quality time with my old dogs grooming them, petting them, and sitting in the sunshine, lots of hot showers with money spent on a bar or two of quality triple French-milled scented soap, started blending herbal teas and drinking them hot and cold, made home made fresh pickles from various veggies, herbs, and vinegar, planted a garden, listened to good music, got a cheap above ground pool and floated in it, took some extension classes at the local university, fed the birds, watched the birds eating, explored nature parks nearby, went swimming at the lake, and so on. . .
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