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Old 03-03-2015, 04:23 PM
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Angry 30 days today

Today at NA I got my 30day keychain I'm sooo happy about that. Why when I get home the thirst for cocaine hit me I can taste it I wanna make a call. Honestly I do. Called my sponser it helped for a min but right back to the thirst for it I go help me please
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Old 03-03-2015, 04:25 PM
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It's your AV letting you know that it's pushing hard right now because it knows you're winning. Hang on and get through this.
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Don't do it man you have thirty days . Do something to stay busy take a shower . Go for a walk . Do push ups . Just don't make that call.
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Old 03-03-2015, 04:27 PM
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It's pretty common to struggle on anniversaries of sobriety.

Don't self-sabotage this time. You deserve better.

I struggled a lot at six months. Didn't give in, though. You won't either. It's just another day, just like yesterday. Go to bed sober tonight.
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914born, 30 days without cocaine is just so FANTASTIC, congratulations. Goin on 4 years no cocaine here, but at 30 days was suffering just like you, and what I did was just suffer through the cravings. You'll be that much stronger in the morning, we are all rootin for ya.
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Keep going, 914born; you are doing well. You and your baby deserve more than the emptiness of cocaine.
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Old 03-03-2015, 04:43 PM
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Thanks guys and gals gonna force myself to sleep that's my only option right now
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Hi 914, awesome job on your 30 days... Just think how far you came to get where you are. I am having the same problem with alcohol, its been a rough day for me, but I know I cant go back.

Just step back two times and if still feel you need it, then step 2 back 2 more and think how you got here, if that doesn't work try to step back 2 more and see how much you learned and how things your life is going, Pretty good right!!

Keep going and you can do anything to fight your addiction.
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Oh, sweetheart, I am SO proud of you. I remember your early posts - you struggled intensely for your sobriety! What a fight!

You are doing the absolute right thing. Don't use. Just don't use. You got through the hardest part. Cravings will still arise, but you have the power now to ride them...

Go to sleep, have some food, curl up with a movie. I send you lots of support from very far away! I'm really really happy for you, that you got your thirty days!
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Old 03-03-2015, 05:05 PM
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Originally Posted by 914born View Post
Thanks guys and gals gonna force myself to sleep that's my only option right now
It's a wonderful option, 914. I am so proud of you.
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Old 03-03-2015, 05:08 PM
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Great idea, I put myself to bed early many times in the early months.
Congratulations on one month...
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So glad you worked through that 914born

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Old 03-03-2015, 09:38 PM
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30 days is HUGE! Congratulations!
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Old 03-03-2015, 09:47 PM
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Well done on 30 days
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Old 03-04-2015, 08:49 AM
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30 Days is fantastic!! Keep pushing through!!
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Old 03-04-2015, 09:26 AM
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How great is 30 days? Congrats and I hope today is a better day for you.
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Old 03-04-2015, 10:19 AM
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Congrats 914 this is awesome news the AV will pipe up when it knows its losing

Well done 914
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Old 03-04-2015, 11:13 AM
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Way to go on 30 days! Stick with it!
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Old 03-04-2015, 11:41 AM
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Wow 30 days is awesome!

Taking a nap sounds like a good plan to me! Wish I could at the moment, bored at work!

You don't really want to have a day 1 again , do you ?
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Old 03-04-2015, 12:48 PM
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How are you doing today? Getting your 30-day keychain at your meeting is really great
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