I'm a mess! Well, didn't see THAT coming! Just broke down and cried. For no apparent reason. It's the loneliness, I guess. I've already posted here today that I really have no reason to feel lonely. So why do I? Jeez, I have to clean up my apartment and get ready for company in a couple of hours and I just can't get off my butt! Just want to sit and feel sad for a while. What the hell?! So...yeah. I guess I'm a pretty emotional dude, right now. Great...:c021: Well, in the time it took to find that smilie I feel better. Seriously, WTF?! I think I need some cuddles...:( |
<<<<<cuddle>>>>>> and for extra measure <<<<hugs>>> Crying helps sometime as it relieves pressure. Go find some funny puppies and kittens on Youtube - they always cheer me up. |
Posting about our feelings really does seem to help!!!! So does crying. Enjoy your company!!!! |
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Ha ha, bimini! That first one's a little intense, but I'll take the rest! Thanks! |
Yeah, well, you're a guy, I hope. You know - men with men in the recovery thing. Lol. "Let me love you!!!" http://cdn.gifbay.com/2013/07/cant_r..._hug-62300.gif |
The emotional rollercoaster is a bit tricky SDH but it does get better. It helped me to rationalise that this was really a symptom of my mind and body repairing itself and returning to normal, rather than me losing the plot :) D |
The emotional rollercoaster is a bit tricky SDH but it does get better. It helped me to rationalise that this was really a symptom of my mind and body repairing itself and returning to normal, rather than me losing the plot :) D |
Thanks, Dee! I know that this is just part of getting better. I've been dealing with it as best I can, and I think doing pretty well. This was just an unprecedented episode. That particular wave of sadness just threw me for a loop. Bang! Out of nowhere! Feeling better now, but I DO NOT want to repeat that! |
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I feel like you have something you'd like to add, zenchaser... Ah, there it is! |
I'm glad you are having company tonight SDH it will help. :) |
I own a pig and his farts are loud and sound human sometimes. It never fails to cheer me up. Sorry if that's gross but its true and funny. I cry from watching really stupid movies that no one should cry about. |
Thanks, zen. It'll be a good time, I'm sure. |
LOL! Thanks for that, gettingsmarter! Love it! |
Now that it's passed I kinda wish I hadn't brought this episode to everyone's attention. A little embarrassing. Whatever. Thanks for the support, everybody! What say we just let this thread sink into oblivion and forget it ever happened... |
No. I think we should remember it for always. I for one am going to keep rereading every single day! ;) |
Sounds like what happened with me a few days ago.....came in from walking the dog and I fell apart. I attribute it to this gosh darn snow and ice and snow and ice and snow and....you get it! You do live in Boston afterall! This Vermont girl is very done with this weather! My seasonal affective stuff is kicking my butt.....but warm days are ahead! |
total hugs to you. I hate it when the cries come for no reason. |
Originally Posted by SDH73
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Well, didn't see THAT coming! Just broke down and cried. For no apparent reason. It's the loneliness, I guess. I've already posted here today that I really have no reason to feel lonely. So why do I? Jeez, I have to clean up my apartment and get ready for company in a couple of hours and I just can't get off my butt! Just want to sit and feel sad for a while. What the hell?! So...yeah. I guess I'm a pretty emotional dude, right now. Great...:c021: Well, in the time it took to find that smilie I feel better. Seriously, WTF?! I think I need some cuddles...:( I still get emotional at times and have learned to let the feelings flow through me. It was horrible at first because of the effectiveness of alcohol in preventing all of them. I was a total zombie on alcohol and that was fine with me at the time. Of course that was a false sense of contentment as the alcohol was making problems much worse. I give myself the evenings after work to get as emotional as my recovering mind wants. It doesn't always take me up on the offer, but sometimes it does and that's fine. Hang in there! And lets those emotions come barreling out as needed! :) |
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