I'm a mess!
Well, didn't see THAT coming! Just broke down and cried. For no apparent reason. It's the loneliness, I guess. I've already posted here today that I really have no reason to feel lonely. So why do I?
Jeez, I have to clean up my apartment and get ready for company in a couple of hours and I just can't get off my butt! Just want to sit and feel sad for a while. What the hell?!
So...yeah. I guess I'm a pretty emotional dude, right now. Great...
Well, in the time it took to find that smilie I feel better. Seriously, WTF?!
I think I need some cuddles...
Jeez, I have to clean up my apartment and get ready for company in a couple of hours and I just can't get off my butt! Just want to sit and feel sad for a while. What the hell?!
So...yeah. I guess I'm a pretty emotional dude, right now. Great...
Well, in the time it took to find that smilie I feel better. Seriously, WTF?!
I think I need some cuddles...
I still get emotional at times and have learned to let the feelings flow through me. It was horrible at first because of the effectiveness of alcohol in preventing all of them. I was a total zombie on alcohol and that was fine with me at the time. Of course that was a false sense of contentment as the alcohol was making problems much worse. I give myself the evenings after work to get as emotional as my recovering mind wants. It doesn't always take me up on the offer, but sometimes it does and that's fine.
Hang in there! And lets those emotions come barreling out as needed!
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