Welcome back Smarter... HA, been there ssssooooooo many times.. Took me about a hundred times before I realized, this ain't gonna work!!!!

Glad you're back!
Try as I might, it never worked, for me.
Each of the 1001 times I tried, I'd fall flat on my face.
Sometimes we need to fail, in order to focus more clearly
on what the prize will be, if we persevere.
Move forward, now, and set your sights on victory.

Welcome bk

I know I'd do exactly the same thing as you, which is why I started taking antabuse. Even if I want to try and drink normally I can't, so it's just not an option.

Good luck mate.

Apology accepted! Live long and prosper.

I've tried too many times to only drink in moderation and it never worked for me. Sobriety is the only answer.