| grampa | 02-23-2015 08:27 AM |
50 days
Tommorow will be 50 days sober for me and I am happy its my day of and alone in the house this would have been a day where I would usualy be drunk by 11 am and trying to sober up by 5pm when my wife gets home by that time I am usualy tired and depressed and just want to go in the spare room and sleep.What a way to live my life I am sober and happy today don't ever want to go down that road again.When I was young I wasn't drinking everyday but somewhere along the line control got away from me it sorta crept up I see people drinking and I think see I could drink like that but NO WAY I can never drink like that I used to be able to but now I wouldnt want to one beer for me just one and away I go again no I have to much to live for to live it in a drunken haze a friend told me once First the man takes a drink ,then the drink takes a drink,then the drink takes the man.........so so true God bless you all at SB for your support................. | 