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What a great read! Thank you for posting it. I've never done an Ironman, but I've done century rides, half marathons, and marathons, the last one being on Nov. 23, 2014 in Philadelphia. Crossing that finish line is a better feeling than anything I ever got from alcohol.
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Originally Posted by Saliena 
Hello everyone my name is Saliena and I am a low bottom drunk. Not just a bottom drunk I am the stuff that settles on the bottom and just kinda stays there... stuck junky and stink and gross.
3 years ago I got my second and third DUIs. I was at the lowest point in my life court order DUI court. Peeing in a cup 4-7 times a week. Attending classes, AA, and jumping , how high Sir? May I have another? Only thing that kept me going was that in a year I could have a drink. I could get back to the friends I left at the bar. I could do what I was doing... I could go back to killing myself slowly with one sip at a time of that sweet sweet poison.
Oddly somewhere along the way I started listening to those stories in AA because my phone was no longer entertaining to me. My thinking became clear, more focused. I found that maybe if I clean up my body and my mind it would be easier for me to control my drinking.
I found a really small gym in my neighborhood. I started taking a spin class, kept pissing in cups, I started running 10 seconds of and 10 seconds off. I started feeling good, I started to enjoy (how the hell that happened I have no idea). I listened more to the women in AA and I made friends. While the people at the bar stopped calling a long time ago. The people in AA wanted to hang out with me when I was SOBER. Seriously do people do that? I mean REALLY... People do that!
The people at my gym started to challenge me... sign up for a 5K, then it was GREAT... sign up for a 10k, wow you are awesome!! Go for a 1/2 marathon... Loved it feeling amazing. Understanding how my body works and how I can be here and present and feel god in me.
So, at the end of that court date... I was able to drive again, I was given every freedom to go out and have a drink ... just one.. you can moderate that voice kept telling me. YOU CAN DO THIS! MODERATE!!
Instead I laced up my tennis shoes and I went for a run. I have been running from the idea of moderation ever since this. I hope today that I am just one day away from my next drink. I can have that tomm.
Now I am getting ready to do an IronMan!!! I am so excited 1.2 mile swim, 56 mile bike ride and a 13.1 mile run... Getting it done!
3 years 1 month and 17 days later.
3 years ago I got my second and third DUIs. I was at the lowest point in my life court order DUI court. Peeing in a cup 4-7 times a week. Attending classes, AA, and jumping , how high Sir? May I have another? Only thing that kept me going was that in a year I could have a drink. I could get back to the friends I left at the bar. I could do what I was doing... I could go back to killing myself slowly with one sip at a time of that sweet sweet poison.
Oddly somewhere along the way I started listening to those stories in AA because my phone was no longer entertaining to me. My thinking became clear, more focused. I found that maybe if I clean up my body and my mind it would be easier for me to control my drinking.
I found a really small gym in my neighborhood. I started taking a spin class, kept pissing in cups, I started running 10 seconds of and 10 seconds off. I started feeling good, I started to enjoy (how the hell that happened I have no idea). I listened more to the women in AA and I made friends. While the people at the bar stopped calling a long time ago. The people in AA wanted to hang out with me when I was SOBER. Seriously do people do that? I mean REALLY... People do that!
The people at my gym started to challenge me... sign up for a 5K, then it was GREAT... sign up for a 10k, wow you are awesome!! Go for a 1/2 marathon... Loved it feeling amazing. Understanding how my body works and how I can be here and present and feel god in me.
So, at the end of that court date... I was able to drive again, I was given every freedom to go out and have a drink ... just one.. you can moderate that voice kept telling me. YOU CAN DO THIS! MODERATE!!
Instead I laced up my tennis shoes and I went for a run. I have been running from the idea of moderation ever since this. I hope today that I am just one day away from my next drink. I can have that tomm.
Now I am getting ready to do an IronMan!!! I am so excited 1.2 mile swim, 56 mile bike ride and a 13.1 mile run... Getting it done!
3 years 1 month and 17 days later.
Bunnez
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