Raider

You know, some disappear. We wonder what happened. Are they sober, or no?
I love you guys. I'll be gone for a bit. I am not sober or in recovery. My head hurts. Thanks for the support Good bye.

Coldfusion

Thanks for checking in. It's good to know that the idea of recovery still crosses your mind. God is the answer.

alphaomega

Holy cats I was literally just thinking about you.

Don't go. Your part of the fam damily. It's ok.

XO AO

immri

I hope you're ok and manage to find your way soon

airwick

I've been here just for a bit, but I remember reading some notes that you had wrote. You seemed very stern to me and I didn't like that! But, you know what? How I took some words you wrote, how I imagined your tone or sarcasim. That has aided me in my 10 plus months sober .....I hope to hear from you soon! THANKS

least

I hope you will be alright.

ScottFromWI

Be safe Raider. You can be sober if you want to, you know how it works. and you've done it before. We'll be here when you are ready.

hayley86

I hope you find your way back. You have lots of support and people who care about you here. Wish you the best.

Jsbodhi

Take care and come back!

MythOfSisyphus

It's good to see you here, Pam, even just for one post! Sorry for all the crap you're dealing with- it would be a lot for anyone. We will be here for you anytime you need us.

JanieJ

You take care Raider, please come back soon.

I hope you can find your way back to sobriety

You are in my prayers x

aistar

I hope you find your way back here.

Hawkeye13

miss you and come back

(((((((Pam)))))))

Marcher13

Pam the saddest part of this is that you are losing days of your life while you know how being sober changes your life for the better.

I've got challenges at the moment in my life. A close friend of mine died suddenly in early January, he was 59, the same age as me. My husband's pain medication worked for three days and now it doesn't work anymore, this is pain medication through a patch, he's done all the oral medication possible. My 88 year old mother can't hear with her hearing aid.

Drinking will solve nothing, perhaps not drinking will make no difference, but by not drinking I can think it all through and make decisions.

trachemys

Hey Pam! Glad you thought of us. Check in when you can. I worry about you.

48heath

I wish you well Raider.

If you continue to drink,all your problems will get worse.

Thepatman

Pam!! I think you are having an F it moment. It's ok.
I did the same once, even asked to be deleted by the admins.

Until one reached personally, and told me only my pride was preventing me from being here. So I listened, put my ego aside, and came back. That member most likely saved my life.

Looking back, it was my little voice screaming out for help and some much needed attention. The more you wait and drink the weaker your voice will become, the AV will run your life, and death. And don't worry, your AV won't even cry or attend your funeral. All it wants is to ruin your life. That sounds evil doesn't it? Well Alcohol belongs in the pits of hell.

Rambling here, love you and be kind to yourself please. And come back posting, good or bad we are here!

Gilmer

Looking forward to your eventual return!

Nowsthetime

Glad that you are alive. Sometimes when people disappear I fear they might be dead. I'm not saying this for shock value... I really mean it. We will be here.

happyandfree

Hi Raider -yes, I've been wondering about you. I wish you well and hope you will be back soon. Take care.