Think every day that passes makes it a little easier, Rach.
Think it helps to know how you are going to deal with those urges when they come. I shouted at the voice in my head that was telling me to drink, that worked for me. And ice cream. Lots of that.
You're doing great !
Stop trying to leave, and you will arrive.
Stop seeking, and you will see.
Stop running away, and you will be found.