rocky123

I had a good day yesturday but today I am going insane. I have worn out every thing to do in my house and since I feel so ****** I dont want to be out In public. I feel incredibly grumpy and bored and I just hate how yesturday was great and today im climbing up the walls I totally snapped at people who talked to me today because im angry I cant have a drink and feeling beyond bored over everything in my life. This is the longest ive been sober in two years so I know its good but these cravings coming some days then not others is aggitating me. I know ill get through today like I did yesterday and the day before and in two days ill be at 2 weeks but Im just so grumpy it sucks im feeling negative about everything like a child because I cant get what I want. Ugh needed to vent and I am not happy cus usually I have school tommorow which keeps me motivated and I dont till wednesday. But im not going to drink, just rip my hair out.

PurpleKnight

Hang in there Rocky, there's gonna be good and bad days!!

Ride it out and say hello to Day 13!! You can do this!!

Della1968

I get thrown off a lot when my schedule changes. Hang in there you are doing wonderfully!

Soberwolf

Your doing really well Rocky

Congrats on day 12

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advbike

Great job on 12 days. It starts to get easier after a couple of weeks, the cravings should start to diminish soon. That said, there are many emotional triggers as you've already seen. Do you go to meetings? Sometimes in early sobriety we need extra support.

mns1

Better to rip your hair out than drink! It will grow back.

Awesome job rocky hang in there!

LBrain

how's it goin rock?

Anna

Rocky, how are you doing today?