I've done so well and now messed up
I've done so well and now messed up
I did do well and now I have messed up. I went from no drinking to not often to ohhhh look vodka. I've messed up like a total loser ive been using here on n off for a year
Sorry I've had a drink n tonight thinking I can cope with this n the world. I'm so sorry as I was doing awesome
Sorry I've had a drink n tonight thinking I can cope with this n the world. I'm so sorry as I was doing awesome
zombie girl, the way I see it you have two choices right now.
1. Finish the drink in your glass and probably pour another. Wake up tomorrow feeling low and guilty and use this as an excuse to keep drinking.
or
2. Walk to the kitchen pour the contents of your glass and the rest of the bottle down the sink. Write on a piece of paper "Not this f-c-ing time" and shove it in the neck of the bottle or can and go and sleep it off.
Tomorrow, wake up knowing your back on the path to sobriety, you are in control.
1. Finish the drink in your glass and probably pour another. Wake up tomorrow feeling low and guilty and use this as an excuse to keep drinking.
or
2. Walk to the kitchen pour the contents of your glass and the rest of the bottle down the sink. Write on a piece of paper "Not this f-c-ing time" and shove it in the neck of the bottle or can and go and sleep it off.
Tomorrow, wake up knowing your back on the path to sobriety, you are in control.
Start of a new year ZG. Seems a great time to redouble your efforts and rediscover all that resolve that had you on the right path. We both know you can do it again but you need to start somewhere so now seems like a good time.
I did do well and now I have messed up. I went from no drinking to not often to ohhhh look vodka. I've messed up like a total loser ive been using here on n off for a year
Sorry I've had a drink n tonight thinking I can cope with this n the world. I'm so sorry as I was doing awesome
Sorry I've had a drink n tonight thinking I can cope with this n the world. I'm so sorry as I was doing awesome
We need to look further and do more to find a solution. Maybe treatment, maybe a long term program of recovery. I know it doesn't look very attractive and may be quite inconvenient, but if we keep doing the same old thing in the same way, we will get the same disappointing result.
Sounds like it tricked you into thinking you could moderate because for a while it seemed like you could. I fell for that same trick. No matter how it starts, you know how it's going to end. Stand up, start over, and figure out what you need to stay sober. Staying on this site can help you with that, and there are lots of other resources available.
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