There isn't a safe place for me
There isn't a safe place for me
This holiday was hard for the simple fact that there is a safe place for me. It seams like I am set up to fail. I fell hard and 3 days later I am hating life. I know you guys hear this all the time but it sucks. I don't like it, I hate the feeling that I am still experiencing. Hating life. Back to the drawing board.
I dropped the ball big time on xmas eve.
Day 1 was unbearable.
Day 4 now and starting to get back into the swing of being sober and not the self loathing and fear.
Keep up the good fight, it'll stick eventually, just don't quit quitting xxxx
Day 1 was unbearable.
Day 4 now and starting to get back into the swing of being sober and not the self loathing and fear.
Keep up the good fight, it'll stick eventually, just don't quit quitting xxxx
Hi geno, glad you're here.
I had to make a safe place for myself, geno.
I got sober three weeks ago and was living with my alcoholic boyfriend. He didn't want to stop. I couldn't stay sober living with him and the booze so I moved out. Drastic? Yes, but my life is worth it.
Your life is worth it, too.
I had to make a safe place for myself, geno.
I got sober three weeks ago and was living with my alcoholic boyfriend. He didn't want to stop. I couldn't stay sober living with him and the booze so I moved out. Drastic? Yes, but my life is worth it.
Your life is worth it, too.
My wife is a drinker and I can't move out. I needed to find a meeting that night. So what is the new plan for me....... I think when the wife drinks, I will go to a meeting. when I am tempted I will post.
Parting ways with alcohol permanently was the first step in life looking up for me, it didn't come straight away, but with time physically, mentally and emotionally I found a better place, all through the removal of alcohol consumption.
Hang in there!! SR is here for you!!
Hang in there!! SR is here for you!!
This holiday was hard for the simple fact that there is a safe place for me. It seams like I am set up to fail. I fell hard and 3 days later I am hating life. I know you guys hear this all the time but it sucks. I don't like it, I hate the feeling that I am still experiencing. Hating life. Back to the drawing board.
Maybe you need to put a lot more time and effort into sobriety, nip the cravings early. You may have to spend hours and hours reading Rational Recovery or The Big Book if you're in AA or videos online that talk about alcoholism, devote yourself to a recovery program. Ive had many slips and relapses but I don't think they ever happened when I was putting lots of effort into maintaining sobriety.
You can quit! We all can.
You can quit! We all can.
How about those steps? Undergoing a profound alteration in our reaction to life as the result of taking the steps. That's how I found freedom from alcohol.
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