callmemilly

Thanks for the support. Last night was so hard not to drink. I think I know I need to call. I actually did a couple times the last month but on the weekend and couldn't leave a voicemail. I'm going out of the country for the first half of January and I think I've made the decision to call when I get back, but I feel so unsure.

I also always get this feeling like my problem isn't bad enough. Bc I don't drink every day, just every couple of weeks, but when I do it's just a binge that slowly is getting worse. And I can't seem to go without it for more than a couple of weeks. 3 weeks is my max right now.

If I have a couple drinks in between- it turns into more now.

I have some control but not great.

the program is comprehensive like I do think they have some counselling and connect people to other resources if needed. I think they focus on all different parts of a person's life including drinking/drugs. The staff have different backgrounds in different things I think.