New Here Today Hello everyone, Another weekend of self abuse. Saturday was a blur. I started Sunday (today) morning with a double vodka, straight of course, just so I could feel 'normal.' And then another. Then, disgusted with myself, I poured the rest of the bottle down the drain, just like so many other weekends. And then the next weekend rolls around, and it starts all over again. I don't seem to have much control at the end of the week. But I do have a desire to get my life back. I'm amazed--I found this site and actually registered! I'm proud that I was able to take that first step! And here's my first post. I'm looking forward to your support. I really need it. |
Welcome souplover :) tons of support here...do you have a plan? :) D |
Welcome. This is an amazing place with a lot of support, wisdom, laughs and insight. Glad you joined us. |
I too once started my day with vodka to feel normal. It's good that you realize it's not. You've taken the first step. Keep at it. You'll find a lot of people on here in similar situations and a lot of good insight. It's great you have the desire now you just have to work for it. Good Luck! |
The Plan Hi, and thanks for the quick replies-- I'm looking to remain sober for thirty days. If all goes well, then another thirty, and so on. During the week is not an issue for me. It's the weekends. I don't know how to handle them. |
Welcome, souplover! Glad you're here and ready for positive changes |
Welcome, souplover, to SR. |
Originally Posted by souplover
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Hi, and thanks for the quick replies-- I'm looking to remain sober for thirty days. If all goes well, then another thirty, and so on. During the week is not an issue for me. It's the weekends. I don't know how to handle them. |
It's time! The people here, the posts, and all of the support is simply wonderful! Breathe easy, and enjoy the return to health... No more punishing yourself! :You_Rock_ |
Welcome to the Forum souplover!! :wave: |
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