Sunday morning
 

Still sober. After sleeping 10 hours straight I got up, checked on the chickens, had coffee, went hiking, went to the store to buy some things for dinner and am about to go mail off some Christmas packages with my wife. I feel great. I say that without an exclamation point because I'm still slightly cautious about the concept of feeling "great". As an ex-drinker I'm used to everything crashing down at an instant and "great" being a state of mind that comes only on special occasions.

Last Friday the little booze voice in my head was whispering at me. I wasn't really going to drink, but it was there. I got home and in the mail was a flyer from a wine club offering a SUPER deal on 12 bottles of Spanish wine for only $60. "Act now and enjoy these wonderful Riojas with your loved ones during the holidays" type of marketing copy. I really wanted to get my checkbook out. They make it look so inviting. Of course I would have drank all 12 bottles by myself, in a matter of 3-4 days. And no one likes to be around me drunk so I would definitely be alone. So, no deal. I'm sticking to my guns and staying sober through the holidays.

Advertising, marketing, the media - they make drinking look so glamorous and cosmopolitan. Good job on no longer being a part of their 'target market'.

I wish vodka commercials would show people throwing up into bowls and shaking so hard they can't drink water. Would be a better representation of what booze did for me.

I'm also wary of ever saying I feel "great". Its like tempting fate. I think you/I deserve to feel wonderful, though. This is a hard road.

Well done paloverde

Thanks for sharing and good job kicking that obnoxious voice to the curb!
:)

I think maybe "great" really is a special occasion thing. We want to feel great all the time, of course, but I think sober life is more balanced than that.

And I'm with you on the marketing garbage. I live in California wine country, and it's absolutely ridiculous, everything is about wine. I agree with birdsatemyface - the ad should go more like "act now and you'll have enough wine to make a complete ass of yourself in front of your family and probably throw up somewhere totally inappropriate."

Great stuff Paloverde!! Keep pushing through!! :)

Good job! :You_Rock_

That advertisement would have stopped me short too, especially the Spanish wines. Great job playing the narrative out to the end.

Well done, Paloverde. Keep on keeping on :)

You have a great mind set, keep trucking!