Mrrryah1

Relapsing. Don't wanna continue this. I'm dumb I admit it.
Want tomorrow to be the end forever.

ScottFromWI

Just dump out what you have....it doesn't have to be this way.

Dee74

If you mean those words, and I have no reason to suspect otherwise, then toss out whatever you have left - limit the damage - and start fresh tomorrow Mrrryah.

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Lusher

Hey Mrrryah1-

This will get easier, that I can assure you of, however it will take an honest effort on your end. It's not easy, and it does sometime suck, but please know that this is very doable.

I really wish you well, and I hope to see you in here as you continue to move forward. Again, this is doable.


Lusher

freshstart57

The end of this needs to start now. Dump it. Drink some water and go to bed. You will feel crappy when you wake up, but so what, you can deal with that. You will have stopped drinking already.

Good night, tomorrow is brand new, a day with no mistakes and booze in it.

fini

nothing to do with dumb, Mrrrhya.
plenty of intelligent people relapse over and over.

what you need is....?
what are you going to add to what hasn't worked so far?
what will you change?

mistory5

Your not dumb , you sound like a suffering alcoholic. Don't give up there's hope, if there wasn't you wouldn't be posting on SR.

SoberLeigh

Mrrryah, sweetheart, dump what is left. Drink lots of water and go to bed. Please.

And, for the recod, the words Mrrryah and dumb don't belong in the same sentence.

matilda123

(((hugs)))

Wastinglife

Myrrah, been there many times. My last relapse almost killed me. Christmas season is very hard for alcoholics. I am like you in that I can string together some great sober time but then crash and burn in a bad way. My relapses are catastrophic. Last Christmas I went on bender that ended with me waking up in a pool of my own blood and my scalp hanging off my skull. 30 staples to close. I remember some of your past posts here and you seem to also go to extremes when you binge. It takes me a week to recover. I can barely leave the house after these binges. Are you prepared for a week of misery after??

Mrrryah1

Wow. I actually poured it out. Great.... Now what? Now I can't sleep and also have no alcohol :|

Notimetoloose

Great job Mrrryah1...it is wonderful and you are doing great....
You will feel better and you will sleep and start again tomorrow..
Be very proud of yourself.....: )

JimdiGriz

Well done, it must have taken great effort
But the right thing to have done.

Take comfort from your courage

Dee74

I understand you might not be feeling entirely great about your choice right now, but you will when you look back

better to have a sleepless night one now than in a week or a months time Mrrryah.

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Mrrryah1

Thanks Dee. Have a good night

AdmimalBlueEyes

Lol that is funny, I've tried quiting a few times , I've found when I made the decision while drinking and pourd out the juice that I had a lot of resolve the next day, sadly when I quit it takes a while to start sleeping again

lunar

I'm proud of you, Mrrryah.

JanieJ

Well done, Mrrryah (((())))

In a year's time, you'll be encouraging others to pour it out.

You can do this.

SoberLeigh

Thank you, Mrryah. That took strength and conviction; I am proud of you.

doggonecarl

Tomorrow. Isn't that a song from Annie. Talks of the promise of tomorrow. But I don't think tomorrow is the alcoholic's friend. It's our enemy when we put off what we need to do today until tomorrow.

We only have today.