My 1,768th hour.
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Join Date: Nov 2014
Location: Albany, New York.
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My 1,768th hour.
"I will not deny my feelings. I will practice honesty and surrender to life as it is. I will use the tools of this program to survive my emotions." - Just For Today
Another day clean. Talked to my sponsor and Wednesday we are going over my first step. I didnt realize how much went into this, just thought it was about admitting I had a problem and I was unable to manage my life. It was a huge leap involving my denial, the disease,hitting my bottom,powerlessness, reservations, spiritual principles, humility. The whole 9. It was tough but 5 hours and 11 pages of putting me on paper had a profound effect on how real this gets. This is probably the only thing I've accomplished in the last year as far as starting something and finishing it.
Another day clean. Talked to my sponsor and Wednesday we are going over my first step. I didnt realize how much went into this, just thought it was about admitting I had a problem and I was unable to manage my life. It was a huge leap involving my denial, the disease,hitting my bottom,powerlessness, reservations, spiritual principles, humility. The whole 9. It was tough but 5 hours and 11 pages of putting me on paper had a profound effect on how real this gets. This is probably the only thing I've accomplished in the last year as far as starting something and finishing it.
Dopeless Hope Fiend
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Join Date: Nov 2014
Location: Albany, New York.
Posts: 76
I was at the library today and there was this kid walking around asking if anyone seen his phone . I didn't even catch what he looked like. I go to get some copies made and payed the cashier .I go back to the comp I was working at and my phones missing. I flip out get security and my phone is near the debit card machine where I was making the payment. Oops. I'm mad at my self for flipping out so bad.
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