Alcohol still in the house
 

So tonight is the their night of no drinking. This morning I felt wonderful, this afternoon I felt off, had a headach and a little sluggish I suppose it's part of withdrawal. I still have a little vodka tucked away on my bedroom closet floor. I almost caved last night and too some but I overcame the urge and just went to sleep. All day today I've been thinking about why I haven't emptied that bottle out. Part of me is scare to but I don't know of what. I guess ultimately I'm afraid to fail at sobriety but then why keep this damn vodka????? WTF is wrong with me!!!!!!:c004:

Go get the bottle right now and dump it out. Don't even think about it. Get up and just do it NOW.

Your AV is scared. You are not. Dump it and feel the relief and the control you get back.

No one, no external force can control you and make you drink. YOU have a choice.

Your AV is scared. You are not. Dump it and feel the relief and the control you get back.

No one, no external force can control you and make you drink. YOU have a choice.

Yea, its not you speaking there but rather your addiction. You won't fail if you commit to being sober 100% Dump.It.Out.

Just dump it. You know it makes sense :)

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You know what to do... Alcohol NEVER makes things better for us. You have to make your life how YOU want it to be.

Sounds like it is causing stress. Added stress isn't helpful. I avoid stress if I have a choice so I would choose to pour it out then you can think about better stuff.

It really seems like the vodka should go.

I found that fear of failure was the perfect excuse for me to avoid putting the effort that I needed into sobriety. Dump the vodka and consider it your first win in your war against alcohol. You will never really fail if you don't try.

Dump it out. You can do this!

Muster every bit of strenght that wants sobriety and pour it away with conviction

your saving your life and were all here for you its ok you can do this

i remember moments like these and in 10 days il be 17 months sober trust me its more than possible to be sober for me now its reality it can be this way for you too

pour it away lean on us for support my friend were here 24/7

I did it!!! I poured it all out!! I turned my head away so I wouldn't smell it and have second thoughts. I feel weak and frail and I hope I can do this. I prayed for God to help me with this and I feel like he is because here I am another night sober

Congratulations! Good job. You will start feeling stronger soon.you made a wise decision today and are well on your way to a happy and sober life. :You_Rock_

Hey good job :=] I was reading this thread in minor suspense.

:You_Rock_

Great decision and action!

You are brave and we are proud of you. It all starts with a leap of faith, a willingness to surrender ourselves and trust that sobriety is the path to the light, the path out of our "glass prison". Well done! Rooting for you!

Awesome job time to change