Thinking of going to the hospital
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Alphabet.
Talk to somebody about those feelings.
I had them for quite a while when drinking and for a while after.
Help is out there (and here) but you need to tell somebody .
Keeping that stuff inside just lets it go round and round.
Expose those thoughts to the light and air and it helps.
Just as it has done here I hope.
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Talk to somebody about those feelings.
I had them for quite a while when drinking and for a while after.
Help is out there (and here) but you need to tell somebody .
Keeping that stuff inside just lets it go round and round.
Expose those thoughts to the light and air and it helps.
Just as it has done here I hope.
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I know the thought of the hospital and upsetting your boyfriend are uncomfortable, but that will just be a temporary discomfort.
They will help and you will be safe.
Please wake up your boyfriend and tell him you need to go.
They will help and you will be safe.
Please wake up your boyfriend and tell him you need to go.
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So many people hurt far more than I do. They struggle with far less, and live.
Why do I have such an intense will to take myself down? It's like I was born with a "self destruct" button that I'm constantly toying with.
Why do I have such an intense will to take myself down? It's like I was born with a "self destruct" button that I'm constantly toying with.
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Originally Posted by Alphabet 
So many people hurt far more than I do. They struggle with far less, and live.
Why do I have such an intense will to take myself down? It's like I was born with a "self destruct" button that I'm constantly toying with.
Why do I have such an intense will to take myself down? It's like I was born with a "self destruct" button that I'm constantly toying with.
There are lots of potential reasons why, and with help you can explore and understand that. But right now while you're in the grip of feeling this way, what you need is safety and support.
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Originally Posted by Notimetoloose
It is lovely that you are thinking about him.
As Afloat says talking is very important...for everyone and especially for us.
Have you been to the hospital before for these feelings?
As Afloat says talking is very important...for everyone and especially for us.
Have you been to the hospital before for these feelings?
It's not. It was easy to forget those years of cutting and wishing I would die every minute of every day as a teenager.
The sun is coming up. Boyfriend already wanted to take me to the doctor for my shoulder (I have REALLY bad joints).
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Alphabet, you are not other people, other people are other people, it is about you.
Your biggest priority is you and you first.
I have had these feeling before.....it helped me to get help.
Can you call a cab or ambulance to go to the hospital?
Your biggest priority is you and you first.
I have had these feeling before.....it helped me to get help.
Can you call a cab or ambulance to go to the hospital?
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Alphabet
The 'why' you are feeling this way can be looked at only when you have told the right people that you 'do' feel this way.
Start the process again.
You will uncover and deal with the causes in due course.
Try to get somewhere safe and tell somebody what is going on.
As has been said you ARE worth it.
We all are Alphabet.
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The 'why' you are feeling this way can be looked at only when you have told the right people that you 'do' feel this way.
Start the process again.
You will uncover and deal with the causes in due course.
Try to get somewhere safe and tell somebody what is going on.
As has been said you ARE worth it.
We all are Alphabet.
G
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