AdmimalBlueEyes

Yep had 90 days went to a bar asked for a coke . got a jack and coke in stead . then went on a 90 day binge , 6 days sober at the moment , feels good not be hung over

MythOfSisyphus

Yikes! That's terrible. Still it's great to see you back, AdmimalBlueEyes! I'm glad you see you're giving it another shot. Congrats on the first six days.

Dee74

Some lessons there for sure,man - yeah?
I'm glad you're back AdmiralBlueEyes.

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Nuudawn

Ok..hmm..maybe no more going to bars for sodas?

Real glad you're back.

UnixBer

Hi and welcome back.
I'd be really careful with orders in a bar, and make sure the they heard the order right. Good luck with the sobriety.

AdmimalBlueEyes

Yeah for sure , besides I watched her put the jack in it no one but to blame but myself, its a miracle I'm still alive, the amount I drink startles me , my tolerance aproaches infinity feels great not being hung over , thats for sure

AdmimalBlueEyes

To be honest I'm not sure I can safetly ever go to a bar, I work in construction , I travel ( always, I live where ever the work is) its easy for me to find company in a bar , that type of company is a major trigger for me , also my work " enables " me . I make enough money quickley enough to allow me to binge pay all my bills ( almost 0) and quit when ever I want because theres plenty of work

AdmimalBlueEyes

But in the end I know I'm really unhappy drinking , and I postpone the quit , as long as possible , dreading the sleepless nights , I can still vaguely remeber whats it was like not to be like this , anyways I know this site is a good place , this time I'm going to shoot for not becoming complacement and put my hours in doing my homework like most of you longtermers do

least

Welcome back!

Try18

Glad you are back, Admiral.

Maybe find a an AA meeting for company on your travels rather than a bar? Just a suggestion.

anattaboy

Welcome back!

LBrain

welcome back Admiral! I wondered where you went. Sorry you had to go through that. Hopefully you learned something. And hopefully you stick to your cannons this time.

LBrain

double post - I thought I beat it.
Welcome back again Admiral.

luvmygirls

Welcome back, and congratulations on 6 days. You can do this, and we are here to support you! Please keep posting, and take care.

SoberLife90

Glad you made it back!

439trish

welcome back. good on 6 days, you had 90 - so you know you can

SoberLeigh

Welcome back, Admiral. Man, a 90 day binge sounds horrendous. Glad you made it back.

Anna

Welcome back, and I'm glad you're back on track.

AdmimalBlueEyes

It was , I remember once reading about how a alcoholic can get in a state that he would not know if it was light or dark out , I thought it was bs . but I found out its true.
I wish I knew why I crave oblivion so much , anyways all of you are great , I can't imagine a better site then this , and its free to boot .
hope of all you have a nice sober holiday

SoberLeigh

Don't forget, AdmiralBlueEyes, SR is open 24/7/365 (holidays included). There is always someone here who cares and wants to see you succeed.