Notimetoloose

Same here...as you wrote it, everything was different, I wanted sobriety but it wasn't sticking....This time everything was different....like it was out of my hands, I had no choice and I was scared...what had I done! The fatigue you mentioned didn't leave me for more than a month.

I am over 12 months now and I always reflect back to those early few days and I feel like I never want to feel like that again....hang on to how you feel now and make a strong mental memory....it will help when the AV has a tantrum.