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I like your avatar, Rice. You seem reluctant to find yourself. Is it because you believe you are not truly lost?
You joined SR 22 months ago. You first posted 12 months ago. That indicates that some part of you has been ready to get started finding yourself for quite some time.
November 2015 is coming, no matter what any of us does, it's coming. Will you look back then as someone who was held captive by your fears for another year or as someone who gave it everything they had to make real changes in their life?
You joined SR 22 months ago. You first posted 12 months ago. That indicates that some part of you has been ready to get started finding yourself for quite some time.
November 2015 is coming, no matter what any of us does, it's coming. Will you look back then as someone who was held captive by your fears for another year or as someone who gave it everything they had to make real changes in their life?
Perhaps. Or maybe it was all the stuiff that got in the way that prevented me from posting.
We were all lost at one point Rice. One of the hurdles we all had to overcome was to stop thinking our problems were somehow different or harder to solve than everyone else. We may not know you but we do know exactly how you feel because we've all been there.
What I am suggesting is that none of them are impossible to overcome, and many people have overcome incredible obstacles in their lives to beat addiction. And then they overcame the underlying issues as well.
At the end of the day though, if drinking is ONE of the problems - it HAS to be the one you fix first. And its also the one that you have 100% control over changing.
Hi rice
I so understand having the words get stuck, or not being able to find the words at all. I think you want to talk about what's going on...besides the alcohol stuff...but are unsure of either having the right words, or still being accepted as part of this community if you do.
All I can say is that you ARE accepted here, and you will STILL be accepted here. I know that's hard to believe when you're feeling so crappy and when people haven't stuck around in the past.
So, if you can't change the drinking stuff first, what Is it that you feel you CAN change first?
I so understand having the words get stuck, or not being able to find the words at all. I think you want to talk about what's going on...besides the alcohol stuff...but are unsure of either having the right words, or still being accepted as part of this community if you do.
All I can say is that you ARE accepted here, and you will STILL be accepted here. I know that's hard to believe when you're feeling so crappy and when people haven't stuck around in the past.
So, if you can't change the drinking stuff first, what Is it that you feel you CAN change first?
Hi rice
I so understand having the words get stuck, or not being able to find the words at all. I think you want to talk about what's going on...besides the alcohol stuff...but are unsure of either having the right words, or still being accepted as part of this community if you do. ?
I so understand having the words get stuck, or not being able to find the words at all. I think you want to talk about what's going on...besides the alcohol stuff...but are unsure of either having the right words, or still being accepted as part of this community if you do. ?
I have always been an outsider. I am awkward and strange and only fit in with certain people. Not being aprt of this community isn't the problem - I already know that I'm not.
Why should I let people in?
We'll see.
I really loved the people I worked with (retired a few years to care for my Mom) but the Company Christmas party was never my favorite. It was usually held after work; people were extra tired from the busy time of year; free alcohol flowed freely; lots of inebriation . . . . . .
Hope it goes well.
Hope it goes well.
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