thinking i'm ok but not.....
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Hi StillMe
I'm Rowan, alcoholic, and I want to welcome you here. As you can see, there are some wonderfully supportive men and women on this site. Just keep coming, keep posting, and the answer will become clear. You deserve to be well.
Love Rowan
I'm Rowan, alcoholic, and I want to welcome you here. As you can see, there are some wonderfully supportive men and women on this site. Just keep coming, keep posting, and the answer will become clear. You deserve to be well.
Love Rowan
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Join Date: Jul 2004
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Hi
I'm still reading. I don't know why, but I come here and read everyday even though I have not quit. I guess I'm just not ready to quit. YOu know right at this moment I'm feeling like I might have a problem but I know that's cause I started drinking and stuff at 10:30 yesterday morning and don't remember going to bed. but even writing this is making me feel all panicy and anxious inside like it might interfer with drinking again or something. anyway I don't want to post much here because I don't make much sense and I flip flop around with "I have a problem" to "I'm doing fine" I'm not consistent in what I say or with what I feel. For now I'm still reading. Thank you all for the support you have shown me.
I'm still reading. I don't know why, but I come here and read everyday even though I have not quit. I guess I'm just not ready to quit. YOu know right at this moment I'm feeling like I might have a problem but I know that's cause I started drinking and stuff at 10:30 yesterday morning and don't remember going to bed. but even writing this is making me feel all panicy and anxious inside like it might interfer with drinking again or something. anyway I don't want to post much here because I don't make much sense and I flip flop around with "I have a problem" to "I'm doing fine" I'm not consistent in what I say or with what I feel. For now I'm still reading. Thank you all for the support you have shown me.
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Join Date: May 2004
Location: Southern Cal
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Still,
Im glad your still reading. Dont stop. And dont stop posting either.
Yep I'd say that qualifies you Still. But you already know this.
I also know that panicy feeling too. it's always easier to look away from the
problem and drink or use to feel good rather than look the beast in the eye.
The beast usually being ourselves. Your here Still cause something deep inside you really wants to give up this madness. The hard part is to now
face the truth and try to start coming out of the cloud you are in.
But you know, no one can make you do this. But dont you think it's
time to let go of the insanity? Your not alone. Geeze just typing this stuff
makes me feel like Im talking into a mirror. Your not alone in this thing Still.
Lots a people here going through the same thing and want to help. You just need to stick out your hand and someone will grab it!
Love and prayers
Bob
Im glad your still reading. Dont stop. And dont stop posting either.
Originally Posted by Still_me
right at this moment I'm feeling like I might have a problem but I know that's cause I started drinking and stuff at 10:30 yesterday morning and don't remember going to bed.
I also know that panicy feeling too. it's always easier to look away from the
problem and drink or use to feel good rather than look the beast in the eye.
The beast usually being ourselves. Your here Still cause something deep inside you really wants to give up this madness. The hard part is to now
face the truth and try to start coming out of the cloud you are in.
But you know, no one can make you do this. But dont you think it's
time to let go of the insanity? Your not alone. Geeze just typing this stuff
makes me feel like Im talking into a mirror. Your not alone in this thing Still.
Lots a people here going through the same thing and want to help. You just need to stick out your hand and someone will grab it!
Love and prayers
Bob
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